Today was the day that i felt like listening to rock songs. =D IN the mood to shake.

The initial plan was to head down to east coast for dinner but we took a detour to the esplaandae because we couldnt find any parking lots at ECP. haha. So much for being decisive. I did something that tickled WJH right in the stomach.haha. Hmmm, hordes of blunders.

Winds down car window
Barron inserts cashcard into the reader.

Barrieer goes up( barron is ready to enter)

*Pop*

*WJH looks at Barron*

Barron drops cashcard out of the window

Barron goes *what the eff*

WJH goes into a fit of laughter.

Barron opens the car door cursing and swearing.

Anyway, we made the right choice in making the detour. It was a nice place to go to celebrate mid autumn festival esp with WJH accompanying me. haha. The only fall was the place full of yalams other than that, its perfect.( scenery , weather , people and food!)

EMO KIDS! I hate being emo. haha

Talking abt food, went over to GLUTTON"S BAY.

It's pretty obvious what we ate for dinner huh!

If only yvonne was here to enjoy such food with us. haha

oh girl.

I love my weekends.=D

On my way from COURTS to GIANT.

Mum: Hey son , mummy is adamant to get a cake mixer.
Me: Ok! ( sounding off with zest )
Mum: But why do you want a cake mixer ? you hardly do any baking
Me: No la, its because making cookies will be easier.

So we cross the road and the convo carries on...


Mum: So who are you gonna bake it for?
Me: Hmmm, my wife or my gfs lor. choose.

Mum runs to dad and both of them ran away to laugh.

Is it that funny? Wrong to cook for my wife huh? lol. No worries, they'll not get a chance to feast on my cooking.haha.
Shopping @ giant was the highlight for tonight. Poor mummy, she has to spend $100+ on shopping today. I felt the pinch in her wallet and it's done viacariously.

Oh wjh reminded me of something.
I can never believe myself. I honked not only 1 but 2 traffice polices on my way to yishun. Too top if off, i was beating the red light.haha.

All right, the week has ended. So much for securing at 2.30pm.

I'll be going to GIANT with my mum.
Oh god, i'm so excited.
Grocery shopping rocks because
1.)Tons of surprises at every bend.
2.)No restrictions to what i can buy
3.)Chocolates and more chocolates
4.)CDs and clothes

The best part is that my parents are paying for everything. haha.
Ok, i think i'll bake this weekend. I'm in the mood =D

Here i come weekend.

I have always said that i love friday nights because the next day will be spent at home sleeping. I could not get any happier with spending 2 days at home and 2 out-station days this week which leaves today with ASP baton training. Thankfully, Ken PE is on leave.If not, he'll make up for pain that i miss during hard control in this upcoming traiing. haha.

Went over to PSA Vista yesterday. The control centre proves to be a very conducive place to sleep. Big leather chairs, air con , headset and night duties. How can i not fall asleep?haha...

Anyway, i didnt know i was at pasir panjang till i saw long beach thought leng was by the road. haha. Inane-est thought on a beautiful friday morning.crap. haha.

Cant wait to be backhome.

Yesterday was boot's outing.

It was nice meeting her. After all this while , you've no idea what kind of hanky panky she's capable of. ( right WJH?)

We combed the whole of town. From heeren to paragon to far east plaza to taka and finally orchard emarald. I tell you, habits are indeed hard to change. She talks nonstop but i guess that is what i miss abt her. "Boot, i want my present. You left it at sylvia's house. =_("
Anyway, we were cheapskate enough to go to coffee bean to rest our butts and take pictures without buying any drinks. haha. (Im lazy to upload to blogger , sorry.) Sheesh boot. SQ Nina... Nina. Fuck it man.lol..

Oh no. i'm getting lazy. i dont feel like blogging. So many stuff that i want to say. Argh. Help!...

Going back to work. Woke up feeling damn tired like i've been by thousands of sledgehammers. Hopefully a cup of strawberry and apple juice chases the pain away.

Going town to meet baby boot after work. Her initial plan was to meet me at 4 when i knock off at 2pm. Dear, i dont have to bathe or relax. Relaxation comes when i meet you. Ass! haha.

At this point in time, i'm sure WJH is lying his ass on his bed! Darn...

OOh, i forgot i to inculde in yesterday's entry that i went food hunting with WJH.

We couldnt decide on a place to eat. We went to AMK area in search of its famous BKT stall but it was close in the afternoon. Hmmm, went to the wet market near my hometown abd the stall werent really open. Decided to go down to yishun to try out the seafood. Nothing new, the shop's close. And we settled for a popular Chicken Beryani and Kambing Berayni. haha. Dumb. It's always fun travelling around with wjh.haha

GOtta go to work. Thought today i could wake up slightly later. Aoopintment time is at 10am and i;m leaving the house at 7.08am. WTF~!

My com lags too much to blog
'm lagging too.haha

Somehow, my heart's beating faster and my head's spinning.

I should stop taking my medicine.

Also, i ate my steak till my jaws went numb. God. The steak was tough.

Today i went out with WJH. Ok , not today but on some other day which i forgot. I was too sick to leave the house on this tuesday (18/9/07).

We headed to BK for breakfast. Oh god, the sandwich was humongous and the tea was hot.

And dont you just love to see the way we stuff our food down?

haha...

Right, so much for eating.

Drove down to vivo and we watched an action-packed movie instead of a comedy.( which was our initial plan.)

Rouge Assassin was not too bad.

I was amaze by the way wjh shops. He walks into I.P Zone empty handed and comes out with a jacket in less than 5mins. haha. Wth dude. That was damn fast. Shop slower , walk more . haha. I tried making him regret his purchase.

We were talking about vee neck shirts and were unanimous on the fact that deep vee neck shirt makes a guy look darn gay.And this is how it goes...

The confused look of gay-ness...

It's always fun going out with WJH and perhaps with *a*a* and v*o**e. haha.

You know what , i was that close to being warded to Changi Genreal Hospital. What a waste , weird enoguh , i hoped to be hospitalized! Darn. Dying to relive the experience for being warded , it'll be fun. haha. Free lodging, free food and a nice view. haha. Thinking back , it has been ages that i'm being hospitalized due to an asthma attack. Oh well. No hospital but at least i will enjoy 2 days at home. Good week ahead for me.

Anyway , i went up the weighing scale this morning. To my horror , i lost weight. Argh. This is not good. From 63 kg to 61.5kg to 59 kg. God i barely hit 60. Gosh i'm losing muscle mass. Burn those fats , keep the weight man!

6.45am in the morning, my sister called me. She wanted me to bring the packet of fish nuggets to school. I was pretty much fine with it because if i dont do so my sis will have a hard time explaining. As i was gearing up to leave the house, my mum woke up. She questioned my sister and found out that my sister threw the packet of fish nuggets into the dump thinking that it was nothing but mere trash. oh god! so much for being mentally sane and alert. Monday blues... SILLY GIRL.

If you knew how much fun we could have together. haha

9am on a sunday morning and i should be still on bed. Thinking back at what time i went to bed ( 2am) last night , i should be asleep. yesterday's weather was too painful to be enjoyed. Appreciate the rain but the drastic drop in temperature squeezed the heart out from my lungs.
I had a difficult time breathing, no joke. Furthurmore, went to pee a few times and each time making the toilet dirtier and messier. Argh. There goes my Saturday's sleep.
I wish i had a cup of hot tea and my nice book to read.

Today will be gym-less day. No way i'm gonna exert myself. I'll go when i feel better. *Promise*

I'm a good procastinator! I've not study for my test on Monday. haha. Told myself i'll study on the train back home and i studied the air (that was on fri). I told myself , its ok. Tomorrow( saturday ) you'll have the whole day. Saturday zoom pass before i could reach for my notes. So much for studying. Now, i'll study later. hahaha. Hopefully..

I'm hungry. I need food.

Uh huh, another day at another place. haha. OK, it was fun crashing HCI's mid autumn festival. Reminiscence of the days spent at alma mater. All the silly and daring stuff that i did with boot such as skipping GP LECTURES , trying not to get caught sleeping during GP tutorials. More importantly, the bitching and gossiping with Boot, Angel and Amelia. Ying Min does not bitch at all. haha.

The atmosphere at HCI is very much different from SR. There wasnt any comradeship in SR , ppl live in their delusionized world. On the contrary , HCI proves to have what it takes to mould students of substance basing on what i observe today. Anyway, i met into zhen ming and siyu. They were surprise to see me because i dont belong there , it was never my home. haha. Hmmm, siyu loss tons of weight. His slimmer and getting prettier! haha. BRing out the TUX man.

Pics that i took at HCI while waiting for CASSANDRA SOH.

Hmmm. WJH with his leg hair that i'm tempted to pluck.

Something that i'll never dream of seeing in SG. -Snow-

The 3 of us ( WJH , Cass and I ) went to Adam food court. Oh god! we ordered loads of food. Murtarbak , bee hoon goreng , mutton soup(it was fantastic) and stingray while my sister lives in her own world of prawn mee and ice kachang. Wth. haha. Speaking about food, if you were to ask me , quantity can never beat quality.

Stupid sister trying to be mature for her age. It is incongruous for her to drink but yet she insisted and this is how we spent our night. ( i took a sip =(. )

On a lighter note , i think i've should have done something daring today but because it was my first time( after 1yr plus ) , i wasnt mentally prepared to approach her. Probably, i've scare her off. haha. My bad. Sorry. If there was another chance , i'll take it.

I always love Friday nights because it's quality time with WJH! haha. Gayness dude.
Drove down to kinokuniya to buy a book by nicholas sparks.- A Walk To Remember -
Thank god i came 10 mins before the shop closes. I'm statisfied with my book. Anyway, on my way to PARAGON , i chanced upon him.

Cool huh! Anyway, JH and I were totally turn off by this china tourist that lighted a stick right in front of us. *Yew* I prefer not to inhale second hand smoke.

In disgust, we cross the street to paragon. Too bad CRUMPLER wasnt open. Out of bordeom , we went around taking pictures. haha. lol. This is what i mean by quality time.

Picture paints a thousand words...

PARAGON!!!

Window shopping at crumpler...=)

And after emoing for a long time ,


He became tired and dull, so it's my turn to take over.

Soon, we took the escalator up to our mini mini mini playground.

haha. Didnt know that i've a moo moo licker for a friend.

Pictures courtsey of WJH using my T100. haha.


We went to the airport to PCC. haha.

Wrote a half written song. Skeleton's done, whats left is attching the meat to the bones.

It's not easy writing a song considering how tired we are after a long day.



Anyway, i'll be going to my sister's school mid autumn festival celebration with WJH. I miss crashing other schools. Always do that during JC years. It's time to crash again! haha. FUN fun fun....





Even if no one loves me at least i know of someone who does.

There are many things i want to do during this 2 years but what's stopping me is my schedule. Argh. This is damn sickening because i'm just gonna waste my 2 years.
There are tons of skills that i want to learn but i cant commit myself to the lessons because of my irregular working hours. Argh!!! Honestly, i would rather pick up a skill than board ships. =(. Someone tell me what i should do?
Cake baking will be nice or
learning how to cook pasta.
Sigh.
There goes my 2 years.

I've to forgo my business class for ASSeT. Anyway, sacrifices are inevitable.

Just a list of what i hope to do during my service term.

1.) Business and investment skill ( it's very important! )
2.) Pick up a skill like CAKEBAKING!!(It's always nice to bake for someone you love.)
3.) Piano perfect. I've a dream that only fingers can achieve.
4.) Brushing up on my english! Important important
5.) To tell my mum right in the face that it's ok to have a gf.
6.) I wish i could sing. God didnt give me a chance =(


Anyway, going out with WJH. Going town again! hahaha. Kinokuniya!

One fine day, i'll have my fingers running for you.

Rock Solid body!

There are simply too many things that happen today to blog , i'll just filter the more important ones.

First up, Master warrant lau's pt was ok.

1.) Run 4km

2.) 10 sets of 10 pushups

3.) 5 sets of 5 chinups

4.)50 situps, crunches, side crunch and flutter kick

Anyway, Sin kit was late today. For some reason, i dont believe that guy, considering the stuff i've heard abt him during JRC ,all the more i should not trust him.

ASSeT proves to be a life changing vocation. I've learn a new set of skill. Cuffing and body search. I swear to god i'll never volunteer for hard control tatic. I was in excruciating pain when staff pang pinned me on the wall and jab me at the side. Oh god. Save me man. haha. Trust me you'll never ever want to be the victim. Just comply and no force will be use against you.

Pepper spray was a killer. Stings like mad even after rinsing. So much for being water soluble. haha. Imagine it in the eyes. haha.

ok, had dinner for steamboat. oh god. i'm so blo....ooate...edddd and i'm on the verge of puking. Why force yourself to eat so much barron... why huh?

Just wondering , wouldnt it be nice to have a picnic by the beach at night?

I wouldnt mind choking on honey because it makes my dreams sweet.

I woke up with an acute pain in my head.
I've this gut feeling, today will not be fun.

Somethings, i've just to back down and sponge it all up. It'll be good. Eventually

Running late. Ciaoz

I realise that i'm not a guy. I do or do not do things that normal 18yrs old guys does in their everyday life.For Example, i cant understand the international language of football , figuring out scoring fixtures is an embarrassing thing to do and I wont die if i dont play soccer. ( dont get the idea of how enjoying it can be to see the ball being kicked all over the field, its not as if the ding dong will ever turn into a merry pot of gold). Argh, pondering on such random thoughts during training.

Today, dad went to withdrew a significant sum of money from my acc. The queue in the bank was effing long and as usual i started day-dreaming. What if there was a bank robbery? Will I be the first to control situation( the police guy.. erm. it's kinda old). Applying the various tatics taught in ASSeT to pin the guy down. It will be cool. haha OR or... will i ever cover a shot for the lady beside me ? will i be able to stand up and run after that ass? haha. God, such fertile imagination.



Tomorrow, PT with master warrent lau.hahaha US SEAL trained. NDU personnel. I'm dead.

Ok Mr wjh, this will be the last pic. Good things should be shared(besides partners) . I'm not copying you man , just find it nice and comical. haha.

It hurts to be ignored...

" Sir , we are from the sea security team. Can you stand up? Sir, do not resist me or i'll inflict excruciating pain on you." That was what i did for the whole of today. It was fun. Clement was crying out loud for god's sake. 5 pressure points , 5 different techniques and 1 kind of pain.

The whole of soft tatics lasted for the whole day. There was no fan in the hall and we were swiimming in our own pool of sweat. *Yuks*. (shooh, i'm wearing the same shirt for tomorrow's activity). Now tht i';ve mention about tomorrow. Tomorrow will be the day to see submarines in action. Argh, we'll be made to wear bulletproof vest( 10kg mind you) , swim in our combat boots and trap water for 10 mins. Oh god, save me. ASSeT. ( Accompanying Sea Security Team).

Ok it works. The 5 pressure points. I tried it on my sister and she's rolling on the bed like a baby.

Somehow, i've been trying very hard and you dont seem to get the idea. I'm used to it but i'll never stop trying. If only you knew whats going on. Stupid fossils. haha.

I'll be your umbrella for all season.

*Pout*. Kiss me now

The weather in the morning was awesome. The sky colored by gray crayons , trees swaying and people taking cover from the downpour. Somehow, it chases my blues away. No one will like such weather besides me.Somwhow, it feels like someone from above pities me or i'm just a natural emo guy.haha.


ASSeT is not that tough. No no. We practically slack the whole of today. Soft approach tactics took us an 1hr or so to complete. 3 diffrernt stances. 1.) Interview stance 2.) Ready stance 3.) Close combat stance. The rest of the day was spent in the auditorium being entertained by ppl of the NAVY using broken english. Argh!



Dinner with WJH. Another sinful meal. BK burger. Honestly, i'm exceeding my calorie intake. Darn. Exercise Barron.



Anyway, i made a bet with WJH. Dude, i so much wish that i lose the bet. It proves something. Something devastating and it would be a life changing experience.

Now there's a shooting star. I'll ask for a long list of wishes. May allmy wishful dreams eventually turn into nothing but reality.=D.

Let me jump for joy and believe that shooting stars do make wishes come true.

It's back to ASSeT life tomorrow. Students heading back to school. Workers in suits and ties in a dog eat dog world of politics.

I'm feeling sleepy. Very sleepy.

That's nthing much to say. WJH knows it best. It's hard to control , hard to resist the temptation but i wont lose selfcontrol.

Dont be my friend be someone dearer.

Grand piano fair was superb. Those baby grands were damn classy and the sound was crystal clear. It's a whole and resonance sound. Perfect. White keys made of ivorixies and black keys made of processed wood. Oh god, it's worth buying. hhaha. Besides heading for the fair, i went shopping. Honestly, it makes a whole world of difference when you shop with your friends and when you shop with your mum. Bought 3 FILA apparels for 49.90!!! Sweet.

Just as i was going to bed. Jacinta and stef activated me for supper. hahaha. 5 mins to gear up and get ready. haha. Went for prata. Sinful. It was nice seeing jacinta again. haha. They can seriously take 15 pictures in a few mins. Sorry i've a cam-phobia. Cam whoring is a health hazard.

To sum it all, Sat has been an eventful day.

9th of sept will be today. I'm so excited!!! like finally! No words can describe how elated i am. yay!

I'm so glad to know that you exists. Thought it was the impossible until you came along. I wish it wont be a one sided thing. You turn my nightmare into a honey coated dream and chase the dark clouds away. WJH, thanks once again. Pray for me yea!

Darn, had a weird dream. I was covered by *yew* sticky goo coming out from the fire hydrant. I felt special , i thought i was game for bigger things but i woke up feeling indifferent. " ASSeT, gear up and i'm a power ranger. Power Down." The first thing that greeted me in the face in the morning was an invalid accusation of being GAY!. Wtf... haha. OH god! Come on la. haha...

Anyway, my dad wants to go for a pap smear???? haha...

Yesterday was a great day with wjh. After pouring my sorrows on him , he looks like a kitten soaked in pain and misery. Aww so cute?I've sorted through my thoughts and dead sure i'll go all out to reach for the best. Thanks bro for being there for me.

Being thankful is one thing, guiltness is another. I feel damn guilty for depriving him of his books. I'm sure he will be stuyding hard over the weekend....! Right?

Midnight binge on chocolates and coffee is equally guilty and SINFUL! It stays on the hip forever.

Look at how hard he is trying resist the temptation.

Resistance is futile.

Guilt stricken. *Ouch*

WJH!!!!! haha.... bleaH!

Weekend is precious. Today was a delightful day. Training wasnt that tough after all. Lectures followed by a swim and 1 round round the base. Master liao and Staff pang are indeed nice ppl. Their fierce front was nothing but a tool for a bad impression. Talked about ROE in ASSeT. Highly confidential.

Sports was OTOT. Played tennis. It has been a while since i've seen tennis balls being mishandled and racquets going for the air.

I DROVE TO TOWN!!!! Finally. Ignore the $3.50 per hour parking fee. That's not the highlight of today's drive. Scraped through the colossal mass of traffic , sense of accomplishment! I shall pull such stunts some other day. Didnt spend much time at heeren but what's important was the company. Anyway, it was not worth $4 bucks for a horrible plate of duck rice.

haha. Silly girl, i should not have been so hard on myself. I know where yea heading from. I understand. Math is fun! I wish i could talk to you.

Hope you had a good impression of me.

I'm not in the mood to blog. It's way pass bedtime. Not only am i tired , i'm an idiot.

It feels weird to sit in front of the phone, hoping it buzzes. Praying that it will be someone you hope to be. No one will say that you are sane for staring at your phone , no one will pat you on your back and say " well done, keep it up!." Despite the negative 'qi', i find joy in doing such silly stuff. Is this love or a liking for someone?

Honestly, barron you're being ultra dumb. It's always one-sided. haha. Tell yourself you have enough of this crap and you shall not take part in such time consuming game and do something productive to your life. Yes, it's very tempting to be love in someone but it hurts even more when it's not recipocrated. Fuck off barron.

Argh!!! i'm tired.

Junhao, how now? i've been stretched to my limit. You know what i've been through and you i'm just a simple guy who needs something simple such as love.

As usual, nothing much to comment about today's happenings. Having said that , i simply cannot have my beloved oxygen substituted with second hand smoke. Argh. Ppl smoking in the fully air-conditioned accomodation. Fuck. Puff and puff your way to down. The world will be a better place without you guys.

Tomorrow,the day after tomorrow will be all the same. Hate such dull and monotonus life . It is so unlike me. I pray for more life and zest (would be nice to fall in love) but i doubt it'll happen.

sorry for being such a pessimistic ass but i doubt anyone will go crazy with me. No one will say " I Love you darling." No one will go star gazing with me and chat till we see shooting stars.

Nvm, its nothing but a lousy written fairytale. I'm used to it.

Cried myself to sleep - I'm used to it.

Constantly painting a beautiful future and to be destroyed by impracticability - I'm used to it.

My hopes rocketting sky high and forgetting to install the fuel tank - I'm used to it.

When you cry, i cry too.

You're on your own but not alone.

Tonight,a prognosticated sleepless night.

Decided to upload pictures that are rather random.

Mel and i, looking at how life makes a spot of ppl.

ASSeT's ( Accompanying Sea Security Team ) welcome ceremony was a 4km run before the break of dawn. Darn , running could not get any sleepier. Our group of 8 has to welcome another 5 memebers from PCG. They are rather friendly but they lack stamina... =D

1st rule of interviewing.
Ignore first impressions. It's just a good pretence.
Staff pang was an unfriendly figure whose a tyrant , basing on first impression.
It was a good one staff, you fooled me.
His a nice guy. It so happens that he has to be fierce during training which i cant fault him.
ASSeT is a real time operation facing high risk threats.
Never a game for boys.

Anyway, tonight was a horrible night. Somethings shouldnt be blogged.( Ask me if you see me online.) Haiz, what about me. I've not had my share.

Guess today was another emotional night. NOT!!!!

I read yvonne's blog. It totally made by day to see that such love-able girl exists. Thank you once again silly. It's such a waste to be still single. You'll make a good girlfriend. Smile girl!

I miscalculated my step.
Maybe it was wishful thinking on my part,
and i made the wrong move.

The love lies painfully on me.

Morning was never pleasant. Especially on a monday when you're taking the first train to lakeside mrt. Journey's frigging long. Cant sleep. I'm a sleep deprived monster. (Bao Bao girl is worse, she looks like a fucker.) Bao bao girl is damn ugly la. So guys do not go for cheap thrills. At the end of the day, you're making a mock out of yourself.

Tuas is totally different from changi. I cant exactly say that i like Tuas alot. In comparison with Changi, Tuas is more liberal and flexible in a sense that are no colors , no head dress, 8-5 training. However after saying that, ppl that are not very friendly or unapprochable. Could still vividly remember that on the very first day of JRC , i could feel the friendliness between the mentor and disicple. We did forge a strong hand of friendship. Morale of the story , that's a catch to everything.

Going back to camp tomorrow. Pure physical training. It's gonna be physical strainous but what keeps me moving on( in life too) is the ppl beside me at the dinnertable and the friends that stood by myside. All the good/bad memories in life, i can never forget because it was once beautiful and it remains with me.

Totally overslept in the morning. Suppose to be at the bus stop by 7.15 and to my horror i woke up at 7.20. haha. It's all right wjh and i overslept. haha. Went back sleep till 8.45am. Gonna be late again. Fuck. Anyway, my sister totally cross the line. I was super upset with her. I simply hate it when ppl make last minute changes. Argh. Stomped out of the house.

Gym was ok.

Tomorrow will be the start of a brand new journy. shucks somebody has to remind me that i t will be a gruelling 4mths of regimental life. I cannot lead a life so regiment. It irates me to have ppl giving me a fix time to wake up. Simply to speak, i hate to be controlled. Hopeful, this course will be a fun one and full of friendly ppl.

Last night to enjoy.

Hmmm. Today was a rather surprising day. Totally didnt expect the unexpectation. Went to the carpark as usual. What greeted me wasnt the expected toyata WISH , i saw toyota ESTIGMA. haha. My dad tried to fool me but hey dude, there can only be 1 number plate SGU 3800 U. Under the pretext of servicing their car, they went to the mechanic to collect their new car. haha. Anyway, the new car is awe-some. It comes with 2 moonroofs (what i always wanted. Imagine looking up at the beautiful skyline) , the door is automatic , you do not need a key to start the engine (press a button) , the leg room is damn spacious and the seats are darn comfortable. It's the perfect car. No wonder it's the highest range for the mpv series.

Talking about big cars. I was telling my dad that i'm getting paranoid about cars ramming into us or not being able to squeeze through traffic . You see, the car is darn big and long it is more likely to hit a curb or hit another car as compared to a smaller vehicle. Oh dear, pray that nothing happens.

I'm no longer in need of a camera. I JUST BOUGHT ONE.

Trip to COMEX proves to be fruitful. I bought a SONY T100. It's red. Simply hot. As what wjh says, its the new black. Now, with my new camera , camwhoring with wjh. Oh, guess my sis was rather sad and i think i was the cause of it. She wanted to get a camcorder and i got a digitial camera instead. Guess that was not what she wanted even though there was a video function. Darn guilty. Sorry babe. =D

Today has been a pretty good day. Tomorrow will be better.

Going to play badminton tomorrow. Early in the morning at 7am. haha.

Somehow yesterday's sleep was rather peaceful and nice. Had a very sweet dream. I forgot who the girl was but it was rather romantic. Did many stupid stuffs and i guess that made it sweet. haha. How nice to have such dreams. Guess what, i'm drinking my cough syrup to sleep ( causes drowniness...)

Probably, i'll be going to comex. Sister wants to buy a video camcorder and i want my camera. The problem with my sis is that she's taking things for granted( my assumption ). You cant just get what you want without a reason or special occasion. I should send you to the army. You need to experience hardship. haha. Anyway, you better study hard you biatch. haha.

Monday(030907), i cant wait. Sunday (090907), i pray for time to fly.

Blogging while lunch is being cook.

I've decided to use blogspot because friendster is not user friendly. Also , it takes ages to load.
Previous entries will not be uploaded( troublesome la ).

Spent the night with wjh and sheldon. Went to starbucks at Eastpoint. That wjh left us to meet valencia ( a rather nice name ). Some girl that he got to know through friendster. Haha. Anyway, i was goiing gaga over the lady at the counter. She's darn lovable and friendly. Thinking of her man.

Btw, wjh and sheldon. You guys better go start mugging and be focus.

Off to bed...

Have you ever dream of me?

07.07.07

Got to book-out on friday. Oh yeah... Book out. More free time to slack. Just a note of reminder" i think i'm getting fatter. Navy is really damn slack. All you do is eat and study and sleep during lectures, hardly any physical activities". Anyway, i've decided to go to the gym every week , it starts this sunday.
Going to escape later . Pls rain no mroe. I wanna to sit on a rollercoaster.hhahaa..
Please don’t cry You know I’m leaving here tonight
Before I go I want you to know that there will always be a light And if the moon had to runaway
And all the stars didn’t wanna play Don’t waste the sun on a rainy day
The wind will soon blow it all awayVerse 2 So many times I’d tried To be much more than who I am And if I let you down I will follow you ‘round until you understand That if the moon had to runaway And all the stars didn’t wanna play
Don’t waste the sun on a rainy day The wind will soon blow it all awayChorus When the days all seem the same Don’t feet the cold or wind or rain Everything will be okay We will meet again one day I will shine on, for everyoneVerse 3 So please don’t cry Although I leave you here this night Where ever I may go how far I don’t know But I will always be your light That if the moon had to runaway And all the stars didn’t wanna play Don’t waste the sun on a rainy day The wind will soon blow it all awayChorus When the days all seem the same Don’t feet the cold or wind or rain Everything will be okay We will meet again one day I will shine on, for everyoneshine on, for everyone aah aah When the stars all look the same Don’t feet the cold or wind or rain Everything will be okay We will meet again one day I will shine on, for everyone shine on, for everyone

01.07.07

Plans were not meant. Schedules were not followed.
No matter how dissapointing it is when things did not go as plan, I'm not dissapointed at all.

I was suppose to go to the gym on Sunday , airport on Sat instead i went out with mr wang to watch transformers. It's a nice show ( visually exciting ) robots were awesoom. There were high level of details in terms of color and graphics. Whats not so good is the plot. The plot was horrendous. There's no logic behind every move and some of the characters dissappeared.

Anyway, i'llbe going to celebrate my dad's birthday( 02/07/07) prior to booking in at 2300hrs. Happy Birthday Daddy!!! Time flies. My handphone is 1 year old. That are things that are deeply etched in my mind. Can't seem to forget about it. Whatever man.

Another 5 days to book out...

Another 18 mths to ord...

Another 2 yrs to physio...

Many many years to work...

How many years to forget you?

25.06.07

This is so impossible. I'm not even happy in naval. I dont want to end up as a men. People there are impossible. It takes 8 men to carry the blankets and bedsheets up to the cabin with 4 men doing nothing. Argh! Damn screwed up. OC's fucked up , including the sergents (the english part).

My plt mates...hmmm.... there's nothing to comment. It's like wl. The whole class is made up of wl x10^1000. Totally hopeless.

Miserable 2 yrs...
Nobody to seek solace. Pathetic

Went down to changi naval base in the morning. Buildings are new and a beautiful view of the sea. At least that made my day knowing that i will not be spending the next 18mths in a run-down place with poor sanitation. Yucks! ( Amoy Quee Camp ).
When i was in the car, i recieved a text from wai keong and it was a piece of heartening news.

Wai Keong :"Not confirm la. Bro. Who told u all spec come from sispec. but bro. not confirm cause i know navy has their own spec recruitment"

There could still be a chance. Hopefully. I dont wanna be a men.

It's 2.11pm and i've less than 24 hrs to army life and Alex has yet to arrange a date for me between isa and I. hahaha...

I shall keep fit and stay strong...I still want a camera!

I just wann make it into the university.

Praying and praying...

A week at sentosa was tiring enough.
Repeating the same old lines...
"hello , welcome to sentosa"
"Thank you and have a nice day"
Tiring but enjoyable!

3 off days for me.
Going to shop with shulin and wang jun hao.
haha...
and yes wjh, i wish twy will do something abt it.
lol.

Next few days,
i'll be working.
6.15am to 2.45pm.
Godly!

I am lost for words..

I don’t want to hear any excuses..

If I've become a burden, you can leave me..

I didn't want us to part,

But I can't take any more..

Now I can’t believe I loved you..

The love you showed me was all lies..

Even the short time we stayed together was an act..

The future you promised me was just this pain and loneliness..

If you meet someone better than me, I don't want to stand in the way of that love..

But please tell me the truth about the love you've shown me up till now..

If you are really leaving..

Please go a little slower

So that I can go and erase you first..

When I thought I loved you, you deceived me..

You were happy with the other love you had secretly started.

Now again, now for a second time again I won’t believe in any kind of love..

I have a last request:When it is you instead of me with him, please be good to him..

Dont blame me for not updating. I have not find even find time to bathe.
Well, i've got a job at Sentosa Express. It's quite interesting.
I'll be selling experiences( thats what they call tickets! ).
Vivo city Level3 just beside food republic.
15th is the official launch and i'm not ask to work today.
Suck!!!
Anyway, i'm done for a cocktail event with Boot and Mel.
Another night of standing around and selling my smile.haha.

Oh, i top up$500 on too long ago and i;m left with $295 only.
Darn, spent quite a lot.
What is so unsettling is the pinch.
$205 gone in a day.hahaha.
Work, work and work.

Not too long ago,
i went back to SR for cca orientation.
Sheesh... you should take a look of my friends response when they saw me.
Annette: " Hey you've long hair"
Arif: " Barron. you got long hair"
Zhong wei: " you should maintain this hairstyle"
haha....
My hair is not long... Its only the fringe.hahaha

gotta go!!!

I spent my 2007 bathing.

A new year,

a very good reason to put 2006 behind me.

a good way of forgetting the unneccessary.