When she stares at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hits you like a
dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger
than you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she starts cursing at you tryin
to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]
When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from
behind ]
When she's scared
[ Protect her ]
When she steals your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it
for a night]
When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is
okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you
[SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD
UNDERSTAND!!!]
When she bumps into you;
[ bump into her back and make her
laugh ]
When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]
When she says it's over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she reposts this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if
she's not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and
don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe
it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember
you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday
to tell her you love her
- Treat her like she's all that
matters to you.
- Stay up all night with her when
she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or
her favorite show even if you think
it's stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out
with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

I'm secretly hoping life would be like pandoras box. Life wouldnt be dry and dull like an old film.
Anyway, this week will be a very long week. Firing range on thursday , stby and ops 1 back in camp.
6 mths to ORD. No more SAF life! Comes studying.
Patience.

But on the telephone line I am anyone, I am anything I want to be
I could be a super model or Norman Mailer
And you wouldn't know the difference
On the telephone line I am any height, I am any age I want to be
I could be a caped crusader, or space invader
And you wouldn't know the difference Or would you?



if only i was a superhero in my own dreams

Yes. Yesterday was a total shopping madness. Awaken by a text from yvonne saying that there was a 40% topman sale. Jumped out of my bed , get dress and went straight to wisma.( Trust me, i was never so alert ). It was a pretty horrible time shopping during a sale. Hate all the ppl pushing and stuff like that.
Because i couldnt find the stuff i wanted, i went to from wisma to raffles city to marina square to suntec city and to vivo. hahaha. hardcore.
OMG! Riverisland has a sale too.haha.
Anyway, ops 3 was super bad timing. Boarded viper at 3 and till 5 there wasnt any pilot. Oh my tian.

somehow. I cant forget the girl i saw in the train. =D

Nice nice nice
BBQ at von's house later.

Yay! 9 more months to ORD. I can smell it. =D
Omg, i would consider yesterday as mother's day dinner and shopping day. haha
and ya Hotpot culture was not really fantastic.
Bought a $70 pair of crocs for my mother's day. Good boy sia?
and a belt for myself.

Anyway, i've to start studying soon.6 months to GP paper. haha.



and to just gross you out

Right Pondpan. Beautiful name for someone so pretty. Boot's cousin was in town since thursday. Went to escape with boot , pondpan , jh and i. pretty fun yea.
Had steamboat with boot's family. Honestly, i felt i was being so ungracious. I've no idea who paid for my dinner and i didnt bother to give thanks. haha. Bleai. OK, as i said to wjh. Yesterday's outing somehow reminds us of the days when our japanese friends came to singapore. It sucks to say goodbye to someone whom you're getting to know better. Sigh.

Few things that i'll be looking forward in time to come.
1.) ORD! 9th feb 09
2.)Thai Trip. PONDPAN!
3.)SCHOOl!


I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the queston why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

Chorus:
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

Chorus (Repeat)

ALl right. Thursday with Amos to NYP and MS. Saw Jieying at NYP. Tour guide had to go for NE lessom. Sad. Went down to marina square with Amos. Stupid bitch. Now, 2 for 40 dollars shirt costs 30% off. Darn.

Chelsea has ear infection and a bad stomachache. =(

New MV uploaded.

All righty mighty.
Time to update.
12/04/08. Out with ahma for family dinner.
Wasnt expecting 2-in-1 BBQ.
Oh my god. it was stifling to bbq in an enclose area.
All so smokey and the food wasnt good enough.
Anyway, I was expecting a letter from NYP confirming a place in OT.
Surprise surprise! Instead, i recieve a letter of COURSE TRANSFER.
Yes! I've got a place in Physiotherapy. OMG. I was on cloud nine.
It is something that i have looked towards. It felt so great.=D
Just to remind myself that i got into PT not because of credit but shere luck.
GP paper this year. I'm going for an A.

Boot's cousin will be coming to Singapore on the 16th. Omg, cant wait for the fun to begin. If nothing goes wrong, i'll be on leave , and amos , i need a break.

Take 5.

Uni application. It has been a constant nightmare and horror. Argh!!! haha.
Come on! You have to believe in what you want to do. Pray and be enlightened? Thanks chubi yea!

It's the time of the year again to apply for UNI course. How exciting. =-( Secure me a place and i'll be happier.
Ops 3 tonight. Boring.

This is so meaningful. I want to organize such an event.

http://www.freehugscampaign.org/


Today's boarding was great. Great start

Last day at home before i head back to camp. So not in the mood. Results will be out this friday. I'm pretty nervous myself. Wait! why should i be? i'm not taking back my results. Argh.However, it left me something to ponder.
Heading back to team tomorrow. Into Ken Pe's team , NSF comprising of Bao , aaron and I. Sigh. Couldnt get any messier.
Oh, i've to reschedule my timetable and i hate doing last minute stuff.
So i guess that i wont be going for lessons tomorrow. Sigh. 3 weeks of skipping lessons. Boo.





ok that was totally random.

Super exciting Saturday. Biathlon was fun even though it was competitive. Thank god there wasnt any itch. No more seabugs. haa. I guess i'm in the top 30. Came in after aaron. No biggie. Maybe i could have done even better. haha. Rain did not dampen our mood. Coscom came in first right after NDU. We won by a marginal timing. 2 secs. Guess how pissed NDU was. haha

Anyway, went out with boot and angel at night. It was a great catch up. Esp angel. Finally she has a crush on someone. Displaying sense of feminisim. haha. great day followed by a wonderful chill out at Acid bar. Great music , great people.

Just on my way home in the train. My heart skipped a beat. The feeling was so unbelivable and amazing. It felt so real. Omg. I swear if i was a little more daring, i would have hook her little pinky. Oh god. i wish i could have turn back time and started a talk. Its damn obvious. Two people sending beside each other, holding on to the pole at the same level , fiddling with their fingers. Gosh. why am i so retarded. hahaha Sigh. Wasted. but oh well. I wish i could bump into you again. Hmmm. i guess i 'm able to descrive how it feels. It feels like we were meant for each other. Love at first sight? Let me dream of you. I think i am mad.

I came back home tired and with lots of things to sort out. It's all too cram in my head.
After today, i've to reconsider what i want to do to my life.
I will repost again. Somehow, i'm not in the mood to blog.

Came back tired/ worn out and beaten. Today's photoshoot was fun. New experiences. Oh man, if only there were more opportunities. haha.
Tomorrow's photoshoot will be held at AMK Hub. 0830H. boohoo.
Anyway, 1st of march. Biathlon competition.
Tough love boy.

Ok. I ran over a bird the other day. Guess it didnt take off in time and *bang* Sorry. =-(

This video is a must watch.


OK. Sleep. Photoshoot tomorrow.

Ok. just wanna list down all of my favourite show that i find it either touching or sad.

1.)Beautiful Days




2.)Sassy Girl


3.)Witch Yoo hee




4.)Windstruck


5.)A moment to remember

Swim trial was horrible. Argh. Timing is damn screwed because i can hardly swim in the sea without being kicked in the kidney , jabbed in the arm and knocked into the head by swimmers struggling to fight the current. Shit. Seawater taste extremely saltish and with extra OBM oil. *Puke*.
Went to watch JUNO with Nicholas , Yuen and Milton. Screwed up show. Storyline is horrible but its horribly funny,that does not make it any better. I feel damn guilty for PSing Carmalita. I told her that we could meet up today but i ended up watching movie with the guys and left her at cityhall. SORRRY!!!

OK! I was almost psychoed by aunty to buy CK ETERNITY SUMMER. $88 bucks for a 100ml bottle. Nono. not worth it. There are other places that sells at a cheaper price. haha. I feel damn bad for not buying from her.

Things to buy with my next pay

1.) CK Colonge
2.) Specs
3.) Berms

Tomorrow. Swimming competition. How to win?

List of upcoming events.
18th - East coast biathlon trial
19th to 20th - Coscom swimming heats
23rd - Shopping with May
27th to 28th - Leave
1st - BIATHALON (east coast)

Anyway, went to watch Sweeney Todd with angel at cineleisure orchard. Yes, Omg! Shrieks! She was 20 mins later and we missed the first part but i guess it was no biggie. I'll give a 2.5/5 stars. I love musicals. ( Esp moulin rouge )=D
Didnt go for Chingay party. Ended up shopping at my favourite haunt. Sian.

I miss Wang Junhao. I'm sure his having fun in the jungle. Night Safari. =D

New year was round the corner and it is almost over. Back to work on Tuesday. Imagine how my stamina has hit rock bottom and strength reduce by 40%. Winston is gonna kill me. Bleai. Anyway, new year was pretty fun. Especially on CHU 1.
Somehow i had been psychoed by carmalita to go clubbing at zouk. Trustme. I was totally wasted when the night ended. 1 champange rose , 1 flaming lambo , a few apple shooters left me drunk and a sink full of puke. Totally unglam. However, it was a good experience.
Ooh. Wishing one and all a Happy chinese new year. err....

Surprise surprise. I manage to clinch the top spot for COSCOM 100M freestyle men's open catergory. I'm pretty much surprise rather than being happy. Today's good news.
Anyway, it was a last min decision CO to have a powerpoint presentation on MONDAY and considering how not ready nicholas and i are , we're so doom.
Half day in the morning to complete the ppt. Sian.

Biathalon Team! Time for overdrive.

mmmh. Where should i start from? Well from the lst entry to date , i lost count of how many entries that's worth blogging. 11th jan 08! WJH's enlistment day. Mr botak potatoe head. hmmm.12th jan 08! Sentosa with amanda (farewell meet up b4 she hates back to aust) 15th jan 08! Gonna see Amanda a year later (Sian!) 16th jan 08! Cass's birthday. 19th jan 08! Ingrid's wedding. 23rd jan 08! WITS prject deadline (it's not even 50% completed)

1st jan 08 to 1st march 08! Biathlon training.
Training was pretty tiring ( since when training was not tiring ). Morning swim and run has become a routine which leaves afternooon for statics. I'm paid to keep fit.

Right. I want to go back to school. This year, i'll keep my fingers crossed.

Oh oh, NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!!!!
1.) TO be able to converse influent korean
New Year Wish!!!!
1.) Secure a place in a UNI