DMC. Detroit Metal City. It's a pretty funny jap show. Not as good as the anime according to SGT MICKEY!

With events coming up.

Tuesday's event : L4D Fetish
Wednesday's event : Manbo!

Somehow, life's back to normal. Not cool.

Just got back from Timbre Substation. It was a great event.
Finally, i've gotten to see wanky wayne, alexius , jonathan , wenlong , aloy , xinru.
It was great seeing them again. All the stupid things we did during BMT! haha.
Nice outing. Sat at timbre from 7 plus to 11 plus. Good food and nice music.

There will be more events. L4D fetish and Manbo.

Good to know everyone's good.

Everyday, i wish for a miracle.

Monday has been pretty good. Woke up at 10 instead of the usual 12noon. Doing the usual stuff. Nothing much.
last night, i dreamt of few events. Erm. me acting in kyle xy. Dreamt about amanda. Hmmm, dreamt about Cruel Love and a red car. haha

Goodness. going for lunch with dad soon. Wee! HANS!

3 weeks. =D

Barron has decided to change his sleeping pattern hoping to adapt to school life.
I'm gonna sleep at 12 and wake up at 8 the next morning. haha.
I'm in for a surprise. haha.

Pump it. Baby, pump it!

Saturday, 21/03/09

It has been a pretty great evening. All the catching up with my JC classmates. Seems like we've all grown. We know what we want to do in life. Pretty good. I'm sure Mr Sala would be proud of us. Rock on. I enjoyed my evening. Really! Hmmm, friends like jovita, gf, mw, mm, ave, cf, ax, ym, xs, dan i've not seen them since we graduated. Oh and Gill too. Oh and sl. she has been a big help.

Honestly, i cant wait for school to start. =D

Tonight, i wish to sleep in peace.

I want super powers.

Mr Vampire 1. Such an old show. In fact, older than i am. 24 years old. haha.
Anyway, went to statisfy my cravings with wjh. Korean BBQ chicken is a total waste of money but i'm statisfied i taasted fried chicken.
While waiting for Chun Li to air, jh and i decided to roam downtown east. We stumbled upon fish and co express. Fried Calamari going at $6.00 . Doing the math, that makes it $3 per person. We're deciding whether we should go in. We're tempted. Just beside us was KFC and their $3 snacker deal. We're still tempted.
After making our order at KFC. Our cashier asked us. Chilli or tomato sauce? instead he took out 3 small suace plates for us to get our sauce at the side. LOL! SO, whats the point of asking chilli or tomato sauce? Btw, name, Dicky.

That is how i ended my night with wjh with a movie and dinner. Oh, not forgetting our trip to gardens. Had egg tau huay and satay.

Home sweet home.

Hopefully, MJ tomorrow.

It's close to 2am in the morning and i've trouble going to sleep. There are many thoughs running through my head. I guess it would be best to blog it.

I just cant stop thinking abt my physio course. I'm very excited and getting hype over it. I was just thinking how would my lecturer look like and would i be the only guy? I'm just excited that orienatation is less than a mth. Having said that, i think i'll be choosing physio over nus. That means i won tbe able to experience uni life. Sucks! Sigh. Yet again, i guess physios what i wanna do.

My plans for the future. I would like to run my own physio business. Not only own a practice but to teach and spread physio. I want everyone to know what is physio. I want them to relate physio to household salt and sugar. I want to leave a legacy.

Having said that, the journey will be ever daunting. I was thinking about my love life. When will i be able to find the other one? How long must i wait? When will i feel right? Why cant things be as simple as those shown in korean dramas? Why is it whenever i think abt my past, it takes my breath away? Why does my heart feels alone?
Why? Is it wrong to not be loved? Sigh.

Another thing that bothers me from sleeping. How's ying doing? Was wondering how's her hearing after operation? Looks like it is hard to get her attention. I just hope she's ok. Great!

Another thing that i've to get off my chest. My dear sister. I have no idea whats going through your mind. Honestly, i was hoping you would mature. Your level of thinking is a complete mismatch to your age. Pls girl, get control over your life. You're going on 20, there are certain things in life you ought to be in control. For goodness sake, just stop arguing with mommy. YES! Drop the idea of you being old enough and mature. Seriously, from our point of view( me,dad,mum,boot,jh ) you are still not ready for the world. Comments were based on the serveral incidents that took place recently. It shows a lack of self control and lots of EGO!

Next on my mind! FOOD!. I'm hungry and i'm craving for all sorts of food.
I want bbq food. BBq chicken wings, nuggets, stingray, carrot cake, fried oyster, pearly tauhuay (COLD), carnivore, crystal jade buffet, japanese bbq food. Seriously, i think its because of my sleeping pattern, my meals are affected. Porbably at this time, it should be dinner. ARGH!

Good. i've probbaly ranted everything. After knight riders. i'll be off to bed. ITs 2.14am. Good night world.

Boot. Just to let you know that i'm happy for you. Still, heed my advice and protect yourself. =D

Today, i was out with boot to trim her brows and i bought a pair of shoes. See! The two events dont relate.

Ooh. We had an expensive korean dinner. Honestly, it doesnt taste like authentic korean food and it costs $60. I rather dine at Seoul Garden. Speaking of food, i miss bbq food!

Omg,food cravings.

I wish i knew what to buy for xs on her 21st!

You give me something that i really want but i wouldnt wanna try.

My bloody Valentine in 3D.

It was a great gore movie. Bloody scenes, Rippied off heads and more gore.
The plot was interesting. You wouldnt expect the killer till the end of the show.
Furthermore, it was screened in 3D. The special effects and all made the show even better and exciting. Nice show. Jensen Ackles. Hot Throb. Woot.

I think i can count down to my school's orientation a month later. WooTT!!

I miss those days.
I miss 180.

Gerard has said it correctly. The end of national service marks a beginning. A milestone.

Movie Review:

Changeling.
Starring Angelina Jolie.

A story about a mother's quest to find her missing son back in 1930s. Through polictical instability and corrupted city officals of Los Angeles, Christine Collins fought hard for her missing son and earned public sympathay.

From Christine's character, it evoked a ceratin emotions.
Saddness, Bravery, Courage, Stubborness and Hope.

Nice Show.

Nobody can live on a diet of HOPE.

Finally. It feels good to exercise. I can feel the energy.

Anyway, i'm gonna cut my hair at shunji matsou and movie with zhiwei,clement,jonathan and alex. That would probably sums up tomorrow's activity. Oh, Probably l4d. We'll see.

Couldnt life be more melodramatic, exciting and fun? If only i had the answers.
I hate routines. It makes a person dull and sad. You're nothing more than a machine or an android. What if i had superpowers? What if i could fly? What would i do with those abilities?

All i can do is to experience them vicariously. Through the birds or superman.

Time to think.

I love it when it rains. Temperature drop to a cozy 29. Seriously, it puts me to sleep.
Anyway, i've spent the whole day monitoring my online investment since 12 pm till NOW! 1.30am. Hardcore but definitely neccessary.
To top it off, i've watched 3 movies online.
1.)My little Bride
2.)Vicky Cristina Barcelona
3.) my Sassy daughter-in-law

and i'm planning to watch My Bloody Valentine 3D which btw ends screening this wed! One way or another, i'll find someone to watch with or go alone. haha.

Seriously, i've been staring at the computer for 5 days straight.

Ooh Boy, cant wait for school to start. +D

how do you enjoy a bowl of hot tau huay with pearls?
You DONT!
haha.
Recently, my 5days confinement turned into a quest for food. Cant stop feeling hungry.

On Monday, I'll go swim and exercise.

I;m dying to go out.

Nights out with WJH! Push is nice! Storyline's great. Actors and Actress looks good. Seat looks GOOD TOO! Next in line would be MY BLOODY VALENTINE 3D! Who wants to watch?

I'm still coughing bad.

All i want for christmas is yYyyoOo000uuUUUU...!!!!!

I wish christmas would come soon.

I'm feeling the aftermath of Ramly burger, cheese tofu, seaweed chicken wrap, cheese sausage and 1 sweet and spicy chicken. I was sure i wasnt going to eat those food till i watched Simpsons. Stupid Homer, sitting in front of the fridge staring at all the food.Homer makes me laugh! but he cant chase the fever away. haha

Today is the 2nd day i forced myself to stay home. Believe it or not, i was glued to the computer. oh god. Probably tomorrow, i'll step up for fresh air. Yes, my rubbish bin is still full of tissue paper(biohazard waste).

Give me my anti-pyretic drugs and love meds.

haha. I couldnt believe i've my rubbish bin filled with tissue papers and waste.
I'm gonna rest home today. Still dont feel too good. It's a social respoinsibilty to remain confined when one's sick. I guess its cruel love, tycoon and poker again.



Again, wjh. i feel you.

Barron went for l4d with melvin,valerie and gerarld and got back home with a fever.
Oh my god. So sick. It would be nice to have someone to come over and look after you. hahaha. Kua Zhang.

Feels exhausted and breathless. The only reason i can give to stay home and sleep.

Go do what you think is right, follow your heart. The next time you look back, you know that you've done everything you possibly could do. No regrets.

Went supper with eleanor,MelC and my sister at gardens!
If this ever continues, i will prob grow fat.haha.

YEsterday's weather was frigging cold. It would be nice to have warmth on my bed.

Run, keeping running away.
Love, is like a drug.
The warmth it brings, irreplacable.
I've felt the pain and i crave for more.
've become an addict. I'm addicted to love.

On a wet Monday, you make me wanna sleep.
I;'ve so much free time, i;ve no idea what to do. At least i've boot to look forward too. haha.

Be gone!

Today, wjh wanted to piak piak chicken. So we went down to geyland. Bought a chicken from cold storage for wjh to piak piak and went straight for durian. hahha KUAI ZHANG!. Geylang was madness. the traffice jam was horrible but i got to spend quality with wjh. Good luck wjh. you know i will always love you. Bromance.

Anyway, we head down to jln kayu for tau huay. Goodness, gula malacca beancurd with pearl SUCKS! its super sweet and horrible.
JH! remember to get the original favourite the next time.

"the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return"
I simply dont wish to see girls cry. it makes me weak.

I love to listen to the sound of rain. The "tit tattering" sound brings peace. It is like water pixies descending from heaven. Their escapade to earth. The sun shine that follows, brings joy and warmth. It gives me a feeling that everything(good or bad) will be fine. It comforts my soul. Mother Nature. Wonderful!

My mum has been complaining about A level result and it has affected me slightly with her constant nagging. My mum was telling me that i should study hard in uni and all the stuff she needs to rant. About studying hard, earning big money, have a goal in life, dont play around and be serious. Suddenly, she went on to my dad(sitting beside me, reading his saturday's papers). She told him that he shouldnt spend so much on his teeth and all the nonsense. There was a verbal confrontation. lol. Women. typical. Able to drag everyone into their world of nonsense.

Yesternight, i was on my bed thinking about stuff(as usual).It dawned upon me that the dates and day in feb matches the dates and day in march. How cool. It's like living the month of feburary again. Same date on the same day. Hmmm, in that case, this monday i would off to bkk again. hahaha

I feel that i've known you for long.

06/03/09. Exactly a month since i ORDed and there was so many many things that i've done.

Went for gracia and eleanor's first art exhibition at mohd sultan road. Just opposite double O. It was an interesting experience. My first time to an Art exhibit.
Anyway, the few of us left to PS for dinner. That probably sums up the day's activitty.
Oh, i forgot to mention that A level results are out. Got the same grade as last year. Boohoo.

Somehow, my heart feels heavy. I feel for WJH. No worries, i will be there for you my friend. In fact, i think we deserve someone my dear boy. I seek solace in korean dramas. Something close to my heart, something that everyone can relate too. It feels like my story.

Hard boy, be strong.

Just got back from gerald's house. MJ at ah hood road. haha

I'm sorry that i could make it for lan day with mickey and gang. Sorry.

OFf to bed. Tired.

If only i had your shoulders to lie on. If only it wasnt that complicated.

Now, "barron, what are you going do tomoorrow" has become a very sensitive question. Screw WJH! you know i've nothing to do and you still ask such question. Go and die. hahaha.

Stupid WJH! I Bought a korean drama for nothing.


Anyway,All the best.I'll be watching you this friday you bitch.=D

Pls let me go back to school soon.

Pls let things unfold.

" you say goodnight and i fall apart. If i could have you back tomorrow, if i could just lose the pain and sorrow. I'll do anything. I cry silently."

it's probably 95% accurate.

Has lots of extraordinary ideas. Difficult to fathom. Think forward. Unique. Brilliant. Sharp thinking. Fine, strong clairvoyance. make good doctors. Dynamic. Secretive. Inquisitive. Know how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative. amiable. Brave. generous. Patient. Stubborn. hardhearted. Determined. Never quit. Hardly become angry unless provoked. Love to be alone. Think differently. Sharp-minded. Motivate self. Doesn't appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built, tough. Deep love, emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest. Keeps secrets. Cant control emotions. Unpredictable.

2nd of March!

Ben n jerry has not return my call. =(
I want a job.

i woke up with a bad tummyache and i think its my body's way of telling me i've a tummyache through my dreams by constantly playing back a cup of stale milk.

Probably i'll be meeting boot for dinner later.
I've so much to tell you my dear.



Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be in love.
You're all i want, you're my everything.

1st of march. WJH! 7 mths to ORD! WOOT!
Very fast. I'll help to count down. oRD LO!

Intend to go down to taka to support 180 with mickey fucker.

Bearon. says:
guess what i'm doing now.
jayss - 我不配 我不配 我不配 我不配 - 我不配 says:
pcc?
Bearon. says:
haahaha
Bearon. says:
better than that
Bearon. says:
got visual stimulation one
jayss - 我不配 我不配 我不配 我不配 - 我不配 says:
hmmm
jayss - 我不配 我不配 我不配 我不配 - 我不配 says:
don't know?
Bearon. says:
UPLOADING PICS!
jayss - 我不配 我不配 我不配 我不配 - 我不配 says:
wow!
jayss - 我不配 我不配 我不配 我不配 - 我不配 says:
am i dreaming
jayss - 我不配 我不配 我不配 我不配 - 我不配 says:
?

Got back from the airport after sending SHUK off.

Wjh, after pondering on what you said earlier on, it is true to say that i must learn to slow things down and to have the ball in my court.

Popeye's night.

Went for Nokia's 5800 event at Zouk and Deadmau5. haha Super tired.
Shukkykun is leaving tonight for melb. =_(
I dont think i'm really good at sending ppl off.

why do i have a feeling that i'm being read like a book.
If only i know what's on your mind girl then i wouldnt have to try so hard.

Yesterday's mambo was MASSIVE! 17 guests? Goodness.
The first few jugs of drinks totally knocked me out.
Anyway, tanghoon was super high and drunk and so was ele.
Because of the stupid graveyard.

last mambo till someone ask me along. hahaha

Anyway, kepo yvonne.

yvonne =) until then says:
oh ya
yvonne =) until then says:
u and fiona got chance?
yvonne =) until then says:
or u think ah gong and fiona got better chance?
yvonne =) until then says:
are u gg to go for her?


I feel weird. I dont feel hungry. So not me.
When i think of you, i wonder what i'll see next.

Cant you be more sensible?

my sister is an idiot. she bathes while listening to music. she places her laptop just outside the toilet door. IDIOT!

next time she would probably bring her whole system to the toilet door.

Today has been a very shopping day.
Tang hoon and i went to cityhall and i bought MAMBO JAMBO! Woot.
The downside is that its mambo jambo 2007. Still! MAMBO!

Oh, and i bought burberry london.

I thought i've spent quite a lot.

Anyway, WEDNESDAY! MASSIVE MAMBO and survey work tomorrow with TTT.

JOIN the TTT FAN CLUB.

It rained yesterday( 22.02.09 ) and today (23.02.09). I miss those grey clouds and strong wind.
I ,too, have realise that i will never get married.
This is how i concluded my fate.

Me: Mommy, are you trying to say that i have a STEADY and boot ask me out for dinner, i cant go out with boot alone?

Mommy: OF COURSE NOT! you would definitely want to spend time with your STEADY alone and wont your girlfriend be jealous?

Me: But she's boot, she's my good friend.

Mommy: Still, then you should bring your STEADY to meet boot.

Me: Let's just picture that we're together for quite a while and my STEADY know who are my good friends.

Mommy: Nope, you should bring your girlfriend along. Later she'll feel jealous.

Me: So that means wherever i go, my STEADY must follow me?

Mommy: Yes

Daddy: Son, this is not true love. If its love, you guys would want to spend the weekends with each other.

Me: I swear to god i've no idea what just happened. Nvm. hahaha

*Steady(parents time) = girlfriend(my time)
*girlfriend(my time) = girlfriend(my time) equates to girl the friend(parent's time)

OMG!

LOVE ME NOT!





Enjoy!

i have no idea how i came across this website but i just did.
Have you ever wondered how was the calender invented or why is that 365 days and not 266 days whatsoever.

Ultimately, all calendars began with people recording time by using natural cycles: days, lunar cycles (months), and solar cycles (years).

The year is 365 days 5 hours 48 minutes 46 seconds long or 365.242199 days.

The time between full moons is 29.53 days.

The Ancient Egyptians are credited with the first calendar of 12 months, each consisting of 30 days, comprising a year. They added 5 days at the end of the year to syncronize somewhat with the solar year.

This should be interesting. The naming of the 12 mths.

January - ME Januari(us), OE Januarius, named after JANUS, god of beginnings.
February - ME OE Februarius from Latin Februarius, named for Februa, the feast of purification.
March - ME March(e), from Latin Martius, (month of) Mars.
April - ME Averil, OF Avril, Latin Aprilis mensis (month). The name may derive from the Greek goddess of love, Aphrodite.
May - ME OE Maius, Latin Maius mensis (month), from the Greek Maia, goddess of spring (growth).
June - ME Jun(e), OE Iunius, from Latin mensis Junius, named after the goddess Juno, Queen of the gods.
July - ME Julie, OE Julius, from Latin Julius (Caesar) after whom it was named in 44 BC. The original name was quintilis, fifth month in the early Roman calendar.
August - ME OE Agustus from Latin Augustus (Caesar) 8 BC. The original name was sextilis, sixth month in the early Roman calendar.
September - ME Septembre from Latin September, seventh month in the early Roman calendar
October - ME OE from Latin October, eighth month in the early Roman calendar
November - ME OE from Latin November, ninth month of the early Roman calendar, from novem NINE
December - ME Decembre from OF and Latin December, tenth month of the early Roman calendar (decem TEN + membri from mens MONTH + ri suffix).

Off to the movies to wang.
The whole of next week, i'll be super busy with enrollment stuff and partying. hahaha. Freedom.

ASHW, dont worry. time will fly.

I'm bringing ABBA into my car.WOOT!

Something so so gay.

Today has been a very lan day. Lan with mickey before dinner. Lan with mickey and jeremy after dinner. haha.
Todays dinner at taste of thailand was superb. $120 for 8-10 large portion of dishes shared by 10 bucks. Pretty decent. GOod service. Would come back again. hahaha
Tonight's dinner signifies the end of a 2 year national service and the beginning of a new road. Goodbye friends.

Anyway, i came back home with a surprise.

I recieved my ENROLLMENT PACKAGE!

I'm so excited because i'm going to open it NOW!

hello. its me again. It has been close to 2 weeks since i've gotten my pink ic and i am getting the hang of my life. slow and steady till april.

What's my plan for this friday and next week?

Fri- dinner with team 7
Tued- job with TTT
Wed- Shuk's mambo
thur- TTT driving.

So hopeful, by march, i will get a job as a scooper. Woot. NO MORE APEX!

FREEDOM!

Funny thing, i realise that i hate the sight of a messy room. Especially my bedroom. I've a "neatness" in me. Yea. NeaT!
I like to be in control, i love to be neat. Maybe, i have this complusion to be perfect. I forgot the term used on ppl who are super neat and has this power control issue. hahaha

Eh. tang hoon. treat it like a game and play well.

Penny: I'm a Sagittarius which probably tells you way more than you need to know...
Sheldon: Yes... it tells us that you participate in the mass cultural delusion that the sun's apparent position relevant to arbitrarily defined constellations at the time of your birth somehow affects your personality.
Penny: Participate in the what?

Watch Big Bang theory.

I swear if i could make it to such level. I'm god.hahaha

I'm off to bed. Didnt catch an afternoon nap which is goo btw.

Day 1 of an experiment.
Didnt really hit the quota of 5 but i got 2! It's a biggie.

Went to watch Slumdog millonaire with the NSmen (Alex,Barron,Clement n Mickey) and i heard about the so called corruption in one eighty! Wth clement. Go give dog fuck.

Today's plan did not work out.
Ok,
Early morning, i was suppose to head down to AMK Hub to do my stuff
Early afternoon, meet for movie and l4d before heading home for dinner.( STEAK! )
In between movie and l4d, i was suppose to head down to ben and jerry for a job application (which i did).

Now let's see how THE PLAN deviated.

Early morning was gone. I woke up late morning/early afternoon.
Had to rush down to PS. RV was at 1pm.
Afternoon's programme went smoothly.
It's a waste that i didnt get to do my stuff. DARN!
Steak was ok. tasted blend.

Omg, i'm suffer from post bkk fever. i set my alarm clock to 4am.

Random!

Eejun is that it?

Happy Valentine's Day! WJH and I have not been on a Vday date!. Sad yet true. Sob
Anyway, got back from bkk on the 13th with a fever. Goodness! I've the post bkk sickness. Jh has the pre bkk illness.

It has been hell of a time in bkk with wjh,boot,fiona and peepond.
All the shopping and food made us crazuy.

I will upload pictures as soon as possible and blog about the 4 days in BKK!

I'm off to bed to rest.

The third day since i've ord has been relatively happening and happy. I have been killing zombies and waiting to go to thailand for a holiday! WOOT. It is exactly 12 hours before i leave for the airport. hahaha.

When i'm back, i'll get a job. =D

WJH! you are such an ass. You refuse to dl brokeback mountain for me and i have to resort to watching it on youku which so happens to take a long time to stream. Now, i'm watching brokeback mountain on a humping motion. ASS!

BKK LOH!

BKK lo!!!! I wasnt expcting the day to come so fast. Jh and I are stillll packing our bags. Procrastinators. It is nice to go on a trip with my good friends. Jh, seems like we're all big boys who can fly without their parents. I love you WANG!

OK, i've decided to go for THE GAME!

I will start on the 16th of feb. Step by step, i conquer.

Mambo mambo.

Woot! My IC looks so great! I can definitely take a moment to savour the once-in-a-lifetime moment. It is time to run along kids. Woot!

With ample time before school starts in april, i should start looking for a job. In the meanwhile, i'm going back to BKK this tuesday. Funny thing, it feels like its a week or two later trip. JUnhao agrees with me. Learning from previous lesson, I'm going prepared and out to kill. Massage till my foot rots and back aches like mad. Hardcore.

Matriculation in march! all the way bitch. hahaha

OK, its time for me to go back to camp for ops 3 and ORD the nxt day.

I'll end my service with a thank you and god bless.

I'm screaming ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORDORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD ORD.

WJH, I FEEL LIKE TEARING!

if the hero never comes to you, if yo need someone feeling blue. if youwait for love youll lost. if you call your friends nobodys home. you can cry away but you cant hide, through a storm and a lonely night. then i show you that theres a destiny. the best thin ing life, they are free. But if you wanna cry , cry on my shoulder if you need someone who cares for you. if your're feeling sad, your heart gets colder. yes i show you waht real love can do. if the sky is grey or let me know thaeres a place in heaven that we;ll go. if a heaven is a million years ahraead. or just call me and i'll jsut make your day . when the nights are getting colder than this , if the days are getting hot for you. i'll promise you. i'll never hide.

I've got back froma very long long day.Range in the morning followed by ops 2.
Today was my last or second last day of work before i ORD. At this point in time, i am feeling pretty sad. I cant bring myself to say goodbye to all the friends i've made during my service. They say ARMY teaches a boy to be a men.

Gave a dinner treat to my team.

Vitamin C - Graduation
Probably it'll help to explain what i'm going through.


1 day to ORD!

Dreams invade my head.
remove the grits in my eyes.

Finally, i am able to put into words why i like music soooo much.
Goodness! It took me years to put it into words.
I like music because i can RELATE to it.

It feels like music is telling my story, spreading to the masses. I want my voice to be heard.

So now, pls listen to my story.

Shayne ward - I Cry


I want to watch brokeback moountain

Got back from swim. So disappointing.

50m freestyle - 4th
50x4m freestyle - 2nd
COC freestyle - 2nd
100m freestyle - 2nd.

No medals for 2nd placing in relays. Sigh.
Argh. Screw the swim.
It was the last event for 180 before i leave on Friday.
Haiz. The feeling of dissapointment sucks.

I wonder will all the talk lead to something?
Goodbye my almost lover.

I wish the stars would be my bed and the moon, my pillow. Sigh

4 days to ORD!. Woot.

Today was very rush. I made 2 stupid moves.

1st stupid move.. I forgot my appt timing and i came 1hour 30 mins earlier. Stupid.

2nd idiotic thing to do was to travel all the way to work just for a ORD signature. KNS!.

haha.

Tomorrow is my swimming finals. I want to get at least silver or gold.

I got my ORD present from my dad TODAY! WOot. HTC TOUCH PRO! 01/02/09
Oh man, next 5days is so gonna fly past.
I've a swimming competition on the 3rd, range on the 4th and collectiing PINK IC on the 6th. Omg, memories of my bmt,jrc and asset course starts flooding back. Really shows how time flies and how valuable it is.
09/04/07-06/02/09

Wjh, you can celebrate my ORD by treating me to lan and movie.(I'm a simple guy)
Boot, you can celebrate for me by buying me an itouch! I promise i will speak coherently. haha
Fiona Tan, you can celebrate my ord by buying me movie.
All the chubis, you can celebrate for me by bringing me to mambos for free.
Gracia, you can buy me dinner!

haha.

You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so bad

You need to let things go
I know, you told me so
I've been through hell
To break the spell

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try
Not to wonder why

I wish I could believe in something new
Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl)
I'll never be over you

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

Do you know how it feels to have friends you've known for 2 years ORD with you? Happy and sad. How do you know when you are happy? Probably the thought of something brings about a smile that lights through rainy days.
How do you know when you are sad? When you experience a sourish feeling right in the heart. I clearly know that a heart is just a muscluar mass and emotions are controlled by the frontal brain, still, why does the heart hurts when there is saddness?

Honestly, after i'm gonna ord. I dont think i'll be seeing the rest of the gang for a long time. Dont start talking about " Oh, no worries we can meet up soon". Those are just comforting parting words. Probably i'll see them AGAIN in years? Are human relationships so fragile/breakable? It really upsets me to slowly lose the friends i've known for 2 years. Haiz.

Wjh. I know what i miss. I miss the warmth, the hug, the love and the connection.

I MISS YOU.

-Beauty is common. it is something that you have or pay off. What counts is what you make yourself off. what counts is a great outlook and a great personality.-

180 anniversary celebration was held at CATHAY @ handy road. Screened the punisher. Trust me, the show is full of raw and gore stuff.
Followed by yusheng @ the lounge. I was surprise that i'll be recieving an ORD plaque because i never thought that ppl would actually care abt ord. I mean its like serve and fuck off? Well, i'm still grateful. Thank you.

It was left 4 dead with ppl after the event. While playing, a thought strike my mind.
I feel like i've not been in love for a long time. The whole process of dating, asking girls out and sending them home is kinda long ago. I miss the thrill of being kept in suspense(most of the time feeling weird). For the pst 2 years, i've been in company of guys and all of the sudden being in company with girls really sucks the lifesoul out of me. Tiring but FUN(placing emphasis). I like to go out on dates again, i would love to have a gf. Yea, i think it should be time. I should be optimistic.

Wjh, if any of the things i said does not make sense, slap me hard ok?

i was on leave for the past 2days. My parents follow suit. Slackers!
I;'ve been doing nothing at home besides watching tv.
Anyway, tomorrow(30th) 180 anniversary celebration. I was disappointed that we're not having a Dinner and Dance. I personally felt DnD would be a better choice.Whatever.

Last night's Mambo was unforgettable.
Met rendall koh and made a few new friends.

Just to sidetrack, after yest's mambo. I could finally put into words why i feel weird.
I like to take control of things(E.g what to do,eat,go,play) but when i'm lost, i'm really lost. I dont like the feeling of "anticipation" because it leads to 2 different extremes.
I really hope this goes well.
Weird. Simply weird.

I woke up with a triple eyelid on my right eye. haahaaha.
Looks like i have start off the new year on the right note.
So far, So far, everything has been going quite smoothly.
Hope it remains where it should be.

8 more days to BKK
15 days to Vday

Uh huh, ppl wouldnt believe how fun to have uncle junhao as their friend. Where do you find friends to go zombie killing with you on the 2nd day of New Year? Uncle Junhao. Where to find friends who tries to upset your stomach after a heavy dinner? Uncle Junhao. Where to find friends who is gonna share an ORD present? Uncle Junhao. Where to find friends who will make you laugh uncontrollably? Uncle Junhao. haha

To junhao's idea of happiness.
1.) When a guy ORD
2.) When a guy finally marries
3.) When a guy has his first born.
4.) When a guy gets laid?????

To MY idea of happiness.
1.) When a guy ORD
2.) When a guy finally marries
3.) When a guy has his first born.
4.) When a guy gets his friend an Ipod touch 8gb =D

9 more days to BKK

The start of a new year has been great. So far.

I got my desired parking lot *sign 1*
Started the year working out at FF *sign 2, good health*
Missed morning's tradition( on purpose ) *sign 3, signifies a good change in 2009*
Red packets under pillows *sign 4, wealth baby!*
Great time with my cousins, uncles and aunties *sign 5, a great relationship*
whatever i'm doing now *sign 6, a better year ahead*

Happy new year everyone.

And amos seah. All the best yea

Wjh! I must so blog.

I CAME BACK HOME WITH A CAR WASHED!

haha.

Anyway, wjh, thanks for the scheduler you bought me for my birthday. I've marked all important dates.

09/04/07-06/02/09
10/02/09-13/02/09 ~BKK
13/04/09-13/04/12 ~Graduation
11/01/08-10/11/09 ~WJH ORD!
11/11/2009 ~21st birtday
18/11/2009 ~21st birthday WJH.

I want to be in control this 2009.

Happy CNY EVE.

1day to CNY
12days to BKK

Just had reunion Lunch at Sakura!

Ok, Before CNY draws any nearer, a few restrictions.

1.) NO BINGE on BAK KWA
2.) NO Chocolate stuffing
3.) NO Soft drink substuition. Drink the original plain water.

I cant believe i ate so much during lunch. Horrible. haha.

Omg, Cant believe CNY is round the corner.

Left 4 dead! I want to play that awesome game. Having reunion lunch on the eve eve of Chinese New Year. How weird/cool is it. haha.

2 days to CNY
13 days to BKK!

Goodness. I have a shoe problem. Combed every single pedro outlet and still nothing in mind. Mickey, ek and I have been wandering town for the past week shopping for CNY clothes which proves to be extremely tiring. Joint aches!

Somehow, i'm in a joyous mood to celebrate CNY. It is a beginning to many things. Matriculation , school , friends and so much more. Not forget Bangkok trip in feb. =D

16 days to BKK!

Damn! I've just wasted unnecessary money.
Sucks to buy things on impulse. =(

Off to work.
2 weeks to BKK!

Follow my DREAMS,
LOVE will come around.

Anyway, I'm selling OAKLEYS!

1.) CANTEEN Polished black with RUBY Lens. - $300
2.) MONSTER PUP Matt black with RUBY Lens with GOLD icon. - $360

They are definitely brand new.
Prices negotiable.
81335179

I'm stuck at home watching tv series , killing time.

Oh boy, time to ord.

"No heavy exercises for 6 days.
Should running be considered as a form of heavy exercise?
Something for me to think about before i sleep."

3 weeks to BKK. (Eh! Wjh, i said BKK not ORD. Not being spiteful =D )

Barron craves for food.

tau huay
bbq chic
fried chic
bbq hotdogs
nuggets
ice cream

He cant eat those stuff because he had his 2nd wisdom teeth surgery.
His blogging with his right hand and the other, holding an ice pack.
Sucks to be me.

COSCOM Swimming Heats 2009:

1. 1500m (30Laps)
2. 1x100m
3. 1x50m

Thought i could skip this year's swimming event. Damn

I have spent many sleepless nights thinking about ending a 22mths long chapter.
It is so hard to brace the fact that its going to be over.
I feel liberated, I feel happy, I feel excited yet I'm sad.
I wish, i wish i could feel myself.

I suck at rationalizing my emotions.
haha.

Woot. 4 more weeks to BANGKOK!.

It's a brand new year , a fresh start awaits. What brings joy to this new year would be the completion of National Service. I swear, it is a life changing experience. From 06/02/09 onwards, i will look back and be absolutly grateful for the friends i've made and the experience gained.

I'm glad things are in order.

When she stares at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hits you like a
dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger
than you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she starts cursing at you tryin
to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]
When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from
behind ]
When she's scared
[ Protect her ]
When she steals your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it
for a night]
When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is
okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you
[SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD
UNDERSTAND!!!]
When she bumps into you;
[ bump into her back and make her
laugh ]
When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]
When she says it's over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she reposts this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if
she's not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and
don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe
it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember
you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday
to tell her you love her
- Treat her like she's all that
matters to you.
- Stay up all night with her when
she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or
her favorite show even if you think
it's stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out
with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

I'm secretly hoping life would be like pandoras box. Life wouldnt be dry and dull like an old film.
Anyway, this week will be a very long week. Firing range on thursday , stby and ops 1 back in camp.
6 mths to ORD. No more SAF life! Comes studying.
Patience.

But on the telephone line I am anyone, I am anything I want to be
I could be a super model or Norman Mailer
And you wouldn't know the difference
On the telephone line I am any height, I am any age I want to be
I could be a caped crusader, or space invader
And you wouldn't know the difference Or would you?



if only i was a superhero in my own dreams

Yes. Yesterday was a total shopping madness. Awaken by a text from yvonne saying that there was a 40% topman sale. Jumped out of my bed , get dress and went straight to wisma.( Trust me, i was never so alert ). It was a pretty horrible time shopping during a sale. Hate all the ppl pushing and stuff like that.
Because i couldnt find the stuff i wanted, i went to from wisma to raffles city to marina square to suntec city and to vivo. hahaha. hardcore.
OMG! Riverisland has a sale too.haha.
Anyway, ops 3 was super bad timing. Boarded viper at 3 and till 5 there wasnt any pilot. Oh my tian.

somehow. I cant forget the girl i saw in the train. =D

Nice nice nice
BBQ at von's house later.

Yay! 9 more months to ORD. I can smell it. =D
Omg, i would consider yesterday as mother's day dinner and shopping day. haha
and ya Hotpot culture was not really fantastic.
Bought a $70 pair of crocs for my mother's day. Good boy sia?
and a belt for myself.

Anyway, i've to start studying soon.6 months to GP paper. haha.



and to just gross you out

Right Pondpan. Beautiful name for someone so pretty. Boot's cousin was in town since thursday. Went to escape with boot , pondpan , jh and i. pretty fun yea.
Had steamboat with boot's family. Honestly, i felt i was being so ungracious. I've no idea who paid for my dinner and i didnt bother to give thanks. haha. Bleai. OK, as i said to wjh. Yesterday's outing somehow reminds us of the days when our japanese friends came to singapore. It sucks to say goodbye to someone whom you're getting to know better. Sigh.

Few things that i'll be looking forward in time to come.
1.) ORD! 9th feb 09
2.)Thai Trip. PONDPAN!
3.)SCHOOl!


I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the queston why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

Chorus:
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

Chorus (Repeat)

ALl right. Thursday with Amos to NYP and MS. Saw Jieying at NYP. Tour guide had to go for NE lessom. Sad. Went down to marina square with Amos. Stupid bitch. Now, 2 for 40 dollars shirt costs 30% off. Darn.

Chelsea has ear infection and a bad stomachache. =(

New MV uploaded.

All righty mighty.
Time to update.
12/04/08. Out with ahma for family dinner.
Wasnt expecting 2-in-1 BBQ.
Oh my god. it was stifling to bbq in an enclose area.
All so smokey and the food wasnt good enough.
Anyway, I was expecting a letter from NYP confirming a place in OT.
Surprise surprise! Instead, i recieve a letter of COURSE TRANSFER.
Yes! I've got a place in Physiotherapy. OMG. I was on cloud nine.
It is something that i have looked towards. It felt so great.=D
Just to remind myself that i got into PT not because of credit but shere luck.
GP paper this year. I'm going for an A.

Boot's cousin will be coming to Singapore on the 16th. Omg, cant wait for the fun to begin. If nothing goes wrong, i'll be on leave , and amos , i need a break.

Take 5.

Uni application. It has been a constant nightmare and horror. Argh!!! haha.
Come on! You have to believe in what you want to do. Pray and be enlightened? Thanks chubi yea!

It's the time of the year again to apply for UNI course. How exciting. =-( Secure me a place and i'll be happier.
Ops 3 tonight. Boring.

This is so meaningful. I want to organize such an event.

http://www.freehugscampaign.org/


Today's boarding was great. Great start

Last day at home before i head back to camp. So not in the mood. Results will be out this friday. I'm pretty nervous myself. Wait! why should i be? i'm not taking back my results. Argh.However, it left me something to ponder.
Heading back to team tomorrow. Into Ken Pe's team , NSF comprising of Bao , aaron and I. Sigh. Couldnt get any messier.
Oh, i've to reschedule my timetable and i hate doing last minute stuff.
So i guess that i wont be going for lessons tomorrow. Sigh. 3 weeks of skipping lessons. Boo.





ok that was totally random.

Super exciting Saturday. Biathlon was fun even though it was competitive. Thank god there wasnt any itch. No more seabugs. haa. I guess i'm in the top 30. Came in after aaron. No biggie. Maybe i could have done even better. haha. Rain did not dampen our mood. Coscom came in first right after NDU. We won by a marginal timing. 2 secs. Guess how pissed NDU was. haha

Anyway, went out with boot and angel at night. It was a great catch up. Esp angel. Finally she has a crush on someone. Displaying sense of feminisim. haha. great day followed by a wonderful chill out at Acid bar. Great music , great people.

Just on my way home in the train. My heart skipped a beat. The feeling was so unbelivable and amazing. It felt so real. Omg. I swear if i was a little more daring, i would have hook her little pinky. Oh god. i wish i could have turn back time and started a talk. Its damn obvious. Two people sending beside each other, holding on to the pole at the same level , fiddling with their fingers. Gosh. why am i so retarded. hahaha Sigh. Wasted. but oh well. I wish i could bump into you again. Hmmm. i guess i 'm able to descrive how it feels. It feels like we were meant for each other. Love at first sight? Let me dream of you. I think i am mad.

I came back home tired and with lots of things to sort out. It's all too cram in my head.
After today, i've to reconsider what i want to do to my life.
I will repost again. Somehow, i'm not in the mood to blog.

Came back tired/ worn out and beaten. Today's photoshoot was fun. New experiences. Oh man, if only there were more opportunities. haha.
Tomorrow's photoshoot will be held at AMK Hub. 0830H. boohoo.
Anyway, 1st of march. Biathlon competition.
Tough love boy.

Ok. I ran over a bird the other day. Guess it didnt take off in time and *bang* Sorry. =-(

This video is a must watch.


OK. Sleep. Photoshoot tomorrow.

Ok. just wanna list down all of my favourite show that i find it either touching or sad.

1.)Beautiful Days




2.)Sassy Girl


3.)Witch Yoo hee




4.)Windstruck


5.)A moment to remember

Swim trial was horrible. Argh. Timing is damn screwed because i can hardly swim in the sea without being kicked in the kidney , jabbed in the arm and knocked into the head by swimmers struggling to fight the current. Shit. Seawater taste extremely saltish and with extra OBM oil. *Puke*.
Went to watch JUNO with Nicholas , Yuen and Milton. Screwed up show. Storyline is horrible but its horribly funny,that does not make it any better. I feel damn guilty for PSing Carmalita. I told her that we could meet up today but i ended up watching movie with the guys and left her at cityhall. SORRRY!!!

OK! I was almost psychoed by aunty to buy CK ETERNITY SUMMER. $88 bucks for a 100ml bottle. Nono. not worth it. There are other places that sells at a cheaper price. haha. I feel damn bad for not buying from her.

Things to buy with my next pay

1.) CK Colonge
2.) Specs
3.) Berms

Tomorrow. Swimming competition. How to win?

List of upcoming events.
18th - East coast biathlon trial
19th to 20th - Coscom swimming heats
23rd - Shopping with May
27th to 28th - Leave
1st - BIATHALON (east coast)

Anyway, went to watch Sweeney Todd with angel at cineleisure orchard. Yes, Omg! Shrieks! She was 20 mins later and we missed the first part but i guess it was no biggie. I'll give a 2.5/5 stars. I love musicals. ( Esp moulin rouge )=D
Didnt go for Chingay party. Ended up shopping at my favourite haunt. Sian.

I miss Wang Junhao. I'm sure his having fun in the jungle. Night Safari. =D

New year was round the corner and it is almost over. Back to work on Tuesday. Imagine how my stamina has hit rock bottom and strength reduce by 40%. Winston is gonna kill me. Bleai. Anyway, new year was pretty fun. Especially on CHU 1.
Somehow i had been psychoed by carmalita to go clubbing at zouk. Trustme. I was totally wasted when the night ended. 1 champange rose , 1 flaming lambo , a few apple shooters left me drunk and a sink full of puke. Totally unglam. However, it was a good experience.
Ooh. Wishing one and all a Happy chinese new year. err....

Surprise surprise. I manage to clinch the top spot for COSCOM 100M freestyle men's open catergory. I'm pretty much surprise rather than being happy. Today's good news.
Anyway, it was a last min decision CO to have a powerpoint presentation on MONDAY and considering how not ready nicholas and i are , we're so doom.
Half day in the morning to complete the ppt. Sian.

Biathalon Team! Time for overdrive.

mmmh. Where should i start from? Well from the lst entry to date , i lost count of how many entries that's worth blogging. 11th jan 08! WJH's enlistment day. Mr botak potatoe head. hmmm.12th jan 08! Sentosa with amanda (farewell meet up b4 she hates back to aust) 15th jan 08! Gonna see Amanda a year later (Sian!) 16th jan 08! Cass's birthday. 19th jan 08! Ingrid's wedding. 23rd jan 08! WITS prject deadline (it's not even 50% completed)

1st jan 08 to 1st march 08! Biathlon training.
Training was pretty tiring ( since when training was not tiring ). Morning swim and run has become a routine which leaves afternooon for statics. I'm paid to keep fit.

Right. I want to go back to school. This year, i'll keep my fingers crossed.

Oh oh, NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!!!!
1.) TO be able to converse influent korean
New Year Wish!!!!
1.) Secure a place in a UNI

This year's christmas wasnt exactly a blast. Neither was last year's too. Boo hoo! Didnt make it to MOS last year and we didnt make it to any club this year. Prin's recommendation was horribly. Argh. He owes me 2 bucks.
Anyway, i'm gettting bored of staying at home. No money = Rotting at home. Sigh. PPl just wouldnt appreciate the idea of studying and mugging. I DO!

Looking back into the year 2006, if only i had the determination to study harder for my A's , i would have secured a course in UNI. Darn.
There are no more room for compromisation.

Von's off in SHANGHAI and she has promise to bring back loads of presents! So exciting.


After some time I've finally made up my mind
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
to tell her I love her
and I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done

I find her standing in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her weddingdress
but she's crying while she's saying this

Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

Against the wind I'm going home again
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends


But still I see her in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her weddingdress
but she cryed while she was saying this

Chorus: Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

Out in the streets
places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
inside my head
still I can hear the words she said

Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

I can still hear her say.......

I've drank pepsi/coke from INDIA , MALAYSIA , SINGAPORE and CHINA. I've boarded many a times since i've pass out from ASSeT. I've conquered countless flight of stairs. Today , I looked up towards the sky and i saw a bed of stars. It was simply dazzling. You would not believe how it sparkled like diamonds. It would be nice to have someone to count the stars with. I WANNA GO STARGAZING. =D

Anyway, today's pilot was a female. One and only power girl. Staff goh, nicholas and I were making fun of the pilot. Evil meanie. I guess it was to kill time. Stupid ABC that lasted for 2 hours.

I feel giddy plus an aching heart. SLEEP!

I've got a run-away-maid. Geez! this would be the second time. Was talking to my mum about how daddy felt super irritated and angry that the maid ran off the other time. Surprisingly , she RAN OFF AGAIN!

What made me super angry was that my sister did not realize that the maid ran off. WHAT THE HELL... Yea, sister's busy playing the com oops! what i meant was busy doing her "work". Too busy to realize the maid went into her room , took the keys and left the house. DUMB!

Ops schedule is so messed up. There's nothing to be happy about with the weekend drawing closer beacuse i still feel like i'm stuck in MONMDAY. BOOHOO

I spent the whole of ops 1 (8am -4pm) playing risk. Team didnt go for boarding. There wasnt any ship catered for us to board. Lucky day. I wouldnt mind having such a day!

Basically, the day revolves around risk. Nothing much to mention.

Just to let myself know that there is something stirring deep down within me. I can feel it through my guts. I'm sure it wont do any good but i'm still falling for it. Tricky bait. Well, be glad that i'm wise and old enough to even out the odds. Dont be silly barron. It will soon fade into the wallow of time.



Look at how silly i can be at times.

I thing that i hate the most is to see someone cry.
I'll end up crying with them too.

Happy Happy birthday.

Oh god, like i've finally met up with Amanda tan after a long time. It was pretty fun hanging out with her. All those crap. haha Those dirty little secret that she refuse to spill. It's all right, one day i'll make sure she'll spit it all out( Amanda! i'm coming for you... haha)
Besides crappy, we both , crawled out of MOF half dead( ALMOST dead ). Too full to eat SALMON SASHIMI( wanna go eat =`> ?) Took a walk down esplanade and headed towards FULLERTON HOTEL. Trust me i felt out of place! Amanda was fine. She had a beautiful dress on her. CUTE!

Darl, thanks for the time today. Totall appreciate the time. The next time when we go out , we wont be eating but exercising.

Less ops. More free time. IT's the time of the year to embrace the month of december. Month of festive celebrations. Woot. Christmas is coming. All right the christmas mood is kicking in.

Pass few ops had been quite fun. Oh definitely with ppl like nich ,juan, chia, and tekong. haha Trying to get the hang of the jaccob ladder. Nver easy climibing during bad sea state.

Oh barron, you gotta start doing something drastic. Your life now aint productive by sleeping and going for ops. GEEz... (probably korean classes AGAIN! 3rd time)
Oh dear... boohoo...

G2G.