Got back from swim. So disappointing.

50m freestyle - 4th
50x4m freestyle - 2nd
COC freestyle - 2nd
100m freestyle - 2nd.

No medals for 2nd placing in relays. Sigh.
Argh. Screw the swim.
It was the last event for 180 before i leave on Friday.
Haiz. The feeling of dissapointment sucks.

I wonder will all the talk lead to something?
Goodbye my almost lover.

I wish the stars would be my bed and the moon, my pillow. Sigh