It's close to 2am in the morning and i've trouble going to sleep. There are many thoughs running through my head. I guess it would be best to blog it.

I just cant stop thinking abt my physio course. I'm very excited and getting hype over it. I was just thinking how would my lecturer look like and would i be the only guy? I'm just excited that orienatation is less than a mth. Having said that, i think i'll be choosing physio over nus. That means i won tbe able to experience uni life. Sucks! Sigh. Yet again, i guess physios what i wanna do.

My plans for the future. I would like to run my own physio business. Not only own a practice but to teach and spread physio. I want everyone to know what is physio. I want them to relate physio to household salt and sugar. I want to leave a legacy.

Having said that, the journey will be ever daunting. I was thinking about my love life. When will i be able to find the other one? How long must i wait? When will i feel right? Why cant things be as simple as those shown in korean dramas? Why is it whenever i think abt my past, it takes my breath away? Why does my heart feels alone?
Why? Is it wrong to not be loved? Sigh.

Another thing that bothers me from sleeping. How's ying doing? Was wondering how's her hearing after operation? Looks like it is hard to get her attention. I just hope she's ok. Great!

Another thing that i've to get off my chest. My dear sister. I have no idea whats going through your mind. Honestly, i was hoping you would mature. Your level of thinking is a complete mismatch to your age. Pls girl, get control over your life. You're going on 20, there are certain things in life you ought to be in control. For goodness sake, just stop arguing with mommy. YES! Drop the idea of you being old enough and mature. Seriously, from our point of view( me,dad,mum,boot,jh ) you are still not ready for the world. Comments were based on the serveral incidents that took place recently. It shows a lack of self control and lots of EGO!

Next on my mind! FOOD!. I'm hungry and i'm craving for all sorts of food.
I want bbq food. BBq chicken wings, nuggets, stingray, carrot cake, fried oyster, pearly tauhuay (COLD), carnivore, crystal jade buffet, japanese bbq food. Seriously, i think its because of my sleeping pattern, my meals are affected. Porbably at this time, it should be dinner. ARGH!

Good. i've probbaly ranted everything. After knight riders. i'll be off to bed. ITs 2.14am. Good night world.