This year's christmas wasnt exactly a blast. Neither was last year's too. Boo hoo! Didnt make it to MOS last year and we didnt make it to any club this year. Prin's recommendation was horribly. Argh. He owes me 2 bucks.
Anyway, i'm gettting bored of staying at home. No money = Rotting at home. Sigh. PPl just wouldnt appreciate the idea of studying and mugging. I DO!

Looking back into the year 2006, if only i had the determination to study harder for my A's , i would have secured a course in UNI. Darn.
There are no more room for compromisation.

Von's off in SHANGHAI and she has promise to bring back loads of presents! So exciting.


After some time I've finally made up my mind
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
to tell her I love her
and I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done

I find her standing in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her weddingdress
but she's crying while she's saying this

Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

Against the wind I'm going home again
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends


But still I see her in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her weddingdress
but she cryed while she was saying this

Chorus: Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

Out in the streets
places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
inside my head
still I can hear the words she said

Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

I can still hear her say.......

I've drank pepsi/coke from INDIA , MALAYSIA , SINGAPORE and CHINA. I've boarded many a times since i've pass out from ASSeT. I've conquered countless flight of stairs. Today , I looked up towards the sky and i saw a bed of stars. It was simply dazzling. You would not believe how it sparkled like diamonds. It would be nice to have someone to count the stars with. I WANNA GO STARGAZING. =D

Anyway, today's pilot was a female. One and only power girl. Staff goh, nicholas and I were making fun of the pilot. Evil meanie. I guess it was to kill time. Stupid ABC that lasted for 2 hours.

I feel giddy plus an aching heart. SLEEP!

I've got a run-away-maid. Geez! this would be the second time. Was talking to my mum about how daddy felt super irritated and angry that the maid ran off the other time. Surprisingly , she RAN OFF AGAIN!

What made me super angry was that my sister did not realize that the maid ran off. WHAT THE HELL... Yea, sister's busy playing the com oops! what i meant was busy doing her "work". Too busy to realize the maid went into her room , took the keys and left the house. DUMB!

Ops schedule is so messed up. There's nothing to be happy about with the weekend drawing closer beacuse i still feel like i'm stuck in MONMDAY. BOOHOO

I spent the whole of ops 1 (8am -4pm) playing risk. Team didnt go for boarding. There wasnt any ship catered for us to board. Lucky day. I wouldnt mind having such a day!

Basically, the day revolves around risk. Nothing much to mention.

Just to let myself know that there is something stirring deep down within me. I can feel it through my guts. I'm sure it wont do any good but i'm still falling for it. Tricky bait. Well, be glad that i'm wise and old enough to even out the odds. Dont be silly barron. It will soon fade into the wallow of time.



Look at how silly i can be at times.

I thing that i hate the most is to see someone cry.
I'll end up crying with them too.

Happy Happy birthday.

Oh god, like i've finally met up with Amanda tan after a long time. It was pretty fun hanging out with her. All those crap. haha Those dirty little secret that she refuse to spill. It's all right, one day i'll make sure she'll spit it all out( Amanda! i'm coming for you... haha)
Besides crappy, we both , crawled out of MOF half dead( ALMOST dead ). Too full to eat SALMON SASHIMI( wanna go eat =`> ?) Took a walk down esplanade and headed towards FULLERTON HOTEL. Trust me i felt out of place! Amanda was fine. She had a beautiful dress on her. CUTE!

Darl, thanks for the time today. Totall appreciate the time. The next time when we go out , we wont be eating but exercising.

Less ops. More free time. IT's the time of the year to embrace the month of december. Month of festive celebrations. Woot. Christmas is coming. All right the christmas mood is kicking in.

Pass few ops had been quite fun. Oh definitely with ppl like nich ,juan, chia, and tekong. haha Trying to get the hang of the jaccob ladder. Nver easy climibing during bad sea state.

Oh barron, you gotta start doing something drastic. Your life now aint productive by sleeping and going for ops. GEEz... (probably korean classes AGAIN! 3rd time)
Oh dear... boohoo...

G2G.

Barron what the fuck are you thinking man....

i wouldnt dare dream of coming home at 1131hrs after ops 1. Its very very late. My watch expires at 4pm but i left camp at 9 pm.boohoo. Super tired. *yawnz* ANyway, i've learn a handful of pretty interesting stuff. Map reading , lat and long , beacons and bouys( raffles bouy,jurong satu-ampat, sultan shoal, merbau bouy) , basins( banyan , sakra and merbau ) and that are designated areas such as vlcc,lng for ships to anchor. Argh. i cant absorb that much. haha
Anyway, i misstep and went straight for the staircase and i end up hurting my kneecap. Right elbow too.

What barron wants to do everyday is to sleep and exercise and sleep.
No ns life , more studying and earn big money. haha

SLEEP!

Finally.

1/07/07-21/11/07. I've finally pass out from ASSeT training and posted to MSG JOE's team. Boohoo.

Had this pretty amusing convo with PANG!
Barron - " So how's master joe like?"
Staff Pang - " His strict and..."
Barron - " HUH!!! Sure Die "
Staff Pang - "ok, if i were to rate him on a scale from 1 to 10 ..."
Barron - " Wait... 10 being the strictess or nicest?"
Staff Pang - " 9 being good "
Barron - " ok at least still ok"
Staff Pang - " 9 being good because strict is good"
Barron - " WTF!!!! "

I'm gonnna die man.
Boooohooo... Stupid ops! burst my bubble of going to st james on the 24th. How to club when i'e to work from 4pm to midnight? haha

I'll be going dim sum buffet with my mum the next day! Yay. crazings. haha i've been eating alot but i guess its naturally because i'm grwowing up to be a strong and muscular man.

Dan hill's Cant we try evokes tons of mixed feeelings within me. Sickening. I'm hungry.


Can’t We Try Lyrics:
I see your face cloud over like a little girls
And your eyes have lost their shine
You whisper something softly
I’m not meant to hear
Baby tell me what’s on your mind
I don’t’ care what people say
About the two of us from different worlds
I love you so much that it hurts inside
Are you listening
Please listen to me girl

Can’t we try just a little bit harder
Can’t we give just a little bit more
Can’t we try to understand
That it’s love we’re fighting for
Can’t we try just a little more passion
Can’t we try just a little less pride
I love you so much baby
That it tears me up inside

I hear you on the telephone
With God knows who
Spilling out your heart for free
Everyone needs someone they can talk to
Girls that someone should be me

So many times I’ve tried to tell you
You just turn away
My life is changing so fast now
Leaves me lonely and afraid

Can’t we try just a little bit harder
Can’t we give just a little bit more
Can’t we try to understand
That it’s love we’re fighting for
Can’t we try just a little more passion
Can’t we try just a little less pride

I love you so much baby
That it tears me up inside
Don’t let our love fade away
No matter what people say
I need you more and more each day

Can’t we try just a little bit harder
Can’t we give just a little bit more
Can’t we try just a little bit harder
Can’t we give just a little bit more
Can’t we try just a little more passion
Can’t we try just a little less pride
Love you so much baby
Tears me up inside

Updates Updates!!!

haha. It has been a good 10 days since Nov the 1st and finally it has come to today. 11th Nov. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!!. dont like 19. I would like to be 18. haha lol. It's nice to be young. Boohoo. I'm one year older.
Anyway, i've to really really show my appreciation to those who either left me Birthday wishes on friendster or text me. PPl such as " Amos,Ethan,Jesslyn,Yvonne,May,Stefanine,Jacinta,Irene,WJH,Alex Chow,Zhong Wei,Vera,Shi Jin,Amanda, Wei Qi and too all those wonderful ppl that remember my birthday.I'm pretty surprise to recieve a birthday card from FIONA. Thanks babe. The card's exceptionally pretty and message well crafted.=D Not forgetting the 3 girls( YVONNE,GEOK HOON and CHRISTINE) for getting me the pair of wonderful nike gloves. Oh dear, guess it's my first time recieving prezzies. So touching. Boohoo. NOT FORGETTING the biggest winner of them all. AMANDA TAN. You biatch. Thanks for remembering my birthday and sending me well wishes even though you're well overseas. Pretty surprise to recieve your text. You wouldnt believe that i teared. haha Boohoo. Thanks honey. Text me when yea get back huh.

Today is such a great day. Period!
Amanda TAN..... pls come back k. I miss you soooo much and I"m not OLD.hahaha

Lala... 31st oct was halloween and it's the first paper for A's. Sigh , time flies and i could not help but reminiscences of the study times. Bitter sweet. Ouch. That gotta hurt. I've gone a long way , learnt many new things and one day , i'll reap what i sow. haha. I feel good of my self (mentally and physically).

Today was COSCOM'S birthda. It was pretty not fun.Typical chalet style. Card games and drinks , not forgetting how humid the place was. A group of men stuck in a small room with malfunctioning air-con. haha.

The much dreaded Training boarding comes tomorrow. 5.30pm. Boohoo. I hope something cocks up and we wont have to board. haha. It's damn sick la. Spoil the mood for the weekend.

Sat: Prolly gonna register for windsurfing.
Going shopping with Vera
Comapny dinner ( time to dress to the nine )
Sun: Fitness First... OUB centre.
Geesh, i cant afford to lose my weekend. boohoo.

I wish i had EWAN MCGREGOR'S voice. I'll fall in love with myself.



The greatest thing you'll ver learn is just to love and be loved in return

Right. Friday night was not a late night shopping day. Chey. Had no idea it became on SAT. haha
So much for trying to shop till late. haha. Anyway, the company was great. Finally got to meet up with Fiona and Vera. haha including that stupid wang. hahahaha. lol.
Went to town and then to the airport. haha. The third time in my life that my balls shrank and shrivelled like rotten tea leaves. haha Long story. Dont ask me to make a long story short. haha. Scary.

I'm being hired by vera as a model. haha It's pretty fun trying clothes for someone else. haha

I was awaken by a rude shock this morning. Ask me. Not gonna do it online.

Time: 1637hrs
Date: 23/10/07

Oh dear oh dear, i've been missing out on so many stuffs. haha
I wouldnt say that i'm not free to blog for the past week. it's just that laziness kills and brings you somewhere. - no where. haha
Did so many stuff for the last week.
Sat: Reverse Bungee ( my heart skipped quite a few beats )
Sun: Hmmm, the only interesting thing that happen was my piano lesson and the mini bbq over at my place with WJH ( not sleeping for 27 hrs). haha
Mon: Well, urm. Nothing much
Tue(today): hehe. We swam for 12 laps and ran 2.4km immediately after the swim. Hows that for ASSeT man. haha Fun...

haha. NExt few days i'll be on leave till the week is over. Hooray. I'm practically free and i'm dying to go out. Rest assured. WJH will be excluded. Studying would be his top most priority right now. haha. Anybody , somebody pls date me. haha. I feel like doing something brash and rash. Like going CLUBBING on halloween's night. hahaha. Madness.

I want to learn to invest and make money. haha.

Omg... i've been waiting for a week like now. The sky has been overcast since monday and i'm enjoying it. hahaha. Pretty much like the slight breeze and the un-noticable drop in temp.
Today being a tuesday was pure physical exercise. PT with Warren master lau and Ken Pe. haha. Ken pe was damn funny. haha. His too old for his age. He said " ppl like me should do this kind of pull up" He goes over to the incline bar( for girls) and thrusts his cock towards the bar. Oh god.haha. Also, his going for OPs at night(0000-0800) and he comes early in the morning and so i asked him
Me: " Sir, why you come so early ( with the surprise/bewildered look on my face)
Ken: " No la, i get use to it. I'm used to the 36hr work and i like it"
Me: " Then you dont want to go home meh?"
Ken: "Nope..."
Me: " then your wife? dont want go home to kiss her huh"
Ken: " Oh i kiss already!"

I'm like wtf. hahaha lol...

Anyway, afternoon was madness. Bunch of us had to go for dental checkup. I'm proud to announce that i'm under D1 classification. Meaning , my teeth is bright ,clean and strong. haha.
Clement got a D3.hahah
Whats worse was that we had change of parade ( change to diff kind of attire by stipulated time.) in the pool. New kind of exp. haha Staff pang made us do many stuipd stuff. haha (picking up coins from the poolfloor) haha. dumb

Today was fun. haha. Period.
Hopefully, thursday will be granted an off.haha
With time, i can do many stuff.haha

I'm so determine to make big money through investment but lets not get carried away because there are other stuff worth my effort and time too.

Diet shall turn from red meat to power packed green.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA TAN!!!!

May you always be crappy and full of nonsensical ideas. That is why you're so special to me. haha. You sizzle like a steak on a hot plate.( Ego booster huh...) haha.
Cant wait for you to be back in Singapore soil. So many things i wanna do to/with you. haha
Pls make some time for me yea! haha...

We're both 18 k. hahaha


Barron is so tired and he needs something else besides love - a goodnight sleep.

Training was the same as yesterday, nothing much to blog about besides getting to go home after lunch! this is a piece of good news. Nobody wil want to stay in camp. Instrcutors will be outstation. Good for us. Anyway, i shall upload pictures taken last friday ( went over to yvonne's ouse) and saturday's ubin trip.

Friday:

That boy he was such a sweetheart! Fun playing with him. You wouldnt believe that he farted in the pool while i was carrying him.boohoo!

For being such a good father , my daughter brought me to bugis for steamboat. haha. Hmmm. you would consider it cheap for they charge a 1.5l bottle lemon tea for $6. I'm sorry but i boycott products from China. It's never(absolute preposition) safe. The food was nothing special in fact it's pretty weird. I had this beancurd skin that is as tough as rubber and as scaly as a fish. Totally gross. Yew. However , right across the street ,there was this dessert shop that totally rocks your money.

Haha.. Sweet kitten.

Oh man ! time flies. Last update was on the 6th of Oct and today's the 9th. Tomorrow will be Audrey's birthday and13th will be Amanda's turn. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA TAN QUEK QUEK... hhahaha.... It was super nice being your friend. haha.

I've so little time for myself(weekdays). Reach home around 7 plus before i head for the head at 10.30pm. So many things that i want to do. I've to set my priorties straight. At the top of tomorrow's agenda.
1.) Cooking book ( need no furthur elaboration )
2.) Tidy my room ( intend to buy pots of flowers. ) It's always nice to spur up the room with pretty flowers , makes me feel closer to nature.
3.) Cooking classes
4.) badger my mum to dig out info on the diploma course.

God, i simply cant multitask. Cant blog and chat with many ppl without frying my brains and getting distracted. hhaha....

ANyway, just for myself to know , i'm burnt right in the face.( burnt meaning sunburn, i know of ppl who took the meaning of burn literally) I'm as red as a baboon's face. It's not gratifying to know that staff pang is gonna make us swim on thursday with rifle.hahaha

And if i dont float with my IBAS ( individual body armour something) ,i'll end up like that...



boohoo....

I wish my fingers will still play for me even when i'm 6 feet under.

Trip to ubin proves to be pretty successful for WJH considering what he has accomplish right at the bicyle store. haha. It was pretty fun. The more the merrier. We didnt really cycle from 9-4. In fact we cycled from 9-12. haha. Anyway, while going down the slope i skidded to the side and landed up on my bum and a slight sprain on my wrist. ( Laughing out loud is the first reaction for any human but this should not be the way). haha. Barron feels sad and thrilled.( Sad because i fell. Thrilled becuase i skidded and the feeling was fantastic.) Got away with minor lacreations but i walked with limps. haha.

WJH and sarah came over to my house. haha. WJh trying hard enough to playing an-jing. Done it successfully with 1 hand and there's the left hand to master.hahaha. Barrron was on his bed recuperating. Poor boy.

3 of us( Sarah, sister and i) headed to vivo minus-ing WJH. That guy he ps ps ps us. Instead he went dinner with his parents. haha Anyway, bought 70 bucks worth of clothes for my sister. Argh. it was so embarrassing to forget my pin no. at the cashier. Darn. To make matters worse i'm not allow to withdraw money from my card.

This is so unbelievable.

Tireedd.... but i guess its ok, the week is over. No more avatar training. No more stupid boarding sequences.Rarr...
I ended my day at 9.30pm. Boohoo. Did night climbing today and it was rather aokay.
Come to think of it, i've been in camp for 14hrs straight. From 7.30am to 9.30pm. haha...
TOday was suppose to be reverse routine, meaning that we report to camp only in the afternoon. Somehow we had morning PT with master lau. Haiz, there goes my sleep. The most irritating thing was that the training could have ended much earlier(let's say 7.30pm) but because of some stupid delay( preparing the fast craft but not using it) we were held back for 4hrs. Sian. Did nothign but sweat on the ship from 1.30pm to 6pm. I skipped my dinner too. Irritating... hahah

Anyway, cant wait for tomorrow. Bowling at Cheveron and to Yvonne's house after the event. We're going steamboating.haha Fun fun. Saturday will be ubin with WJH , Sarah and Cass.haha.. yay!!!

Read this. Shows how thick skin WjH can be..... haha

If you see my girl, tell her I miss her smile™ says (11:20 PM):
now scanning for spyware. 82 detected.
Barron. One day, you will dance to the songs that i scribble. says (11:20 PM):
haha
Barron. One day, you will dance to the songs that i scribble. says (11:20 PM):
lol
Barron. One day, you will dance to the songs that i scribble. says (11:21 PM):
i scanning for virus too.
If you see my girl, tell her I miss her smile™ says (11:21 PM):
haha.
Barron. One day, you will dance to the songs that i scribble. says (11:21 PM):
too bad it didnt detect anything so far.
Barron. One day, you will dance to the songs that i scribble. says (11:21 PM):
hahaha
If you see my girl, tell her I miss her smile™ says (11:21 PM):
i now scanning spyware, haven scan virus.
Barron. One day, you will dance to the songs that i scribble. says (11:21 PM):
ooh.., i scanned something
If you see my girl, tell her I miss her smile™ says (11:21 PM):
PORN!
If you see my girl, tell her I miss her smile™ says (11:21 PM):
hor hor!
If you see my girl, tell her I miss her smile™ says (11:21 PM):
u die
Barron. One day, you will dance to the songs that i scribble. says (11:22 PM):
the computer picked up a intense heat signal.
If you see my girl, tell her I miss her smile™ says (11:22 PM):
i'm sorry
Barron. One day, you will dance to the songs that i scribble. says (11:22 PM):
barron's too hot to handle.
If you see my girl, tell her I miss her smile™ says (11:22 PM):
i think it's becuz of me.
Barron. One day, you will dance to the songs that i scribble. says (11:22 PM):
oh god.
If you see my girl, tell her I miss her smile™ says (11:22 PM):
it's becuz of me
Barron. One day, you will dance to the songs that i scribble. says (11:22 PM):
my com not that good to detect until so dar pls.
If you see my girl, tell her I miss her smile™ says (11:22 PM):
but i'm simply too hot u see.