Our slacking weekend has ended. All we do is eat and sleep. Gosh, we are weekend pigs.
Start of Week 4. I cannot wait for week 5 to come. It will come soon. I must work on my inservice ppt! I was so stressed, I cried on saturday. Somehow quite glad you were there. HAHAHA although I was all ugly and annoying. I am old enough to deal with it, I usually cry and cry but that is how I vent my stress and frustration. I will get back on track asap.
Cheers to a new week, I hope I don't get madly stressed. You too. Healthy week, let's begin.
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Marvellous!
Exactly half way through our clinicals. I hope you are doing okay. Talking to each other has been reduced to minimal during weekdays. Good that we both are still good.
I promise to not say you are irritating for the whole week and instead call you 'marvellous' hahaha. This is really funny. But it is weird, I really am not calling you irritating as many times compared to the previous week.
Today, I learnt one thing. That is seek patient's comfort after every treatment. Yes, evaluating means to retake vitals, re-auscultate and whatnot. But the most important part of this is the patient himself. He may be medically stable and everything but if he is not comfortable, we have failed to evaluate the whole treatment holistically.
I miss you a little more today. I felt so tired, I could collapse while reading the case notes. Just hoped you would appear right in front of me so I can trust fall on you! Hahaha. Okay maybe tomorrow I should imagine you there.. And then I can do an ultimate trust fall. Anything happens, A&E is just round the corner.
If there is one thing I could change about today is that.. I put that bottle of nutella away from me.
I promise to not say you are irritating for the whole week and instead call you 'marvellous' hahaha. This is really funny. But it is weird, I really am not calling you irritating as many times compared to the previous week.
Today, I learnt one thing. That is seek patient's comfort after every treatment. Yes, evaluating means to retake vitals, re-auscultate and whatnot. But the most important part of this is the patient himself. He may be medically stable and everything but if he is not comfortable, we have failed to evaluate the whole treatment holistically.
I miss you a little more today. I felt so tired, I could collapse while reading the case notes. Just hoped you would appear right in front of me so I can trust fall on you! Hahaha. Okay maybe tomorrow I should imagine you there.. And then I can do an ultimate trust fall. Anything happens, A&E is just round the corner.
If there is one thing I could change about today is that.. I put that bottle of nutella away from me.
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Clinicals so far.
Hi there.
Wow it has been a long time since I came here. And unsurprisingly, it's not updated. Well oh well, nothing is more important than clinicals and your sleep now. This, I must agree. Everything else can wait.
Clinicals have been quite alright, although there are a zillion and one things I have to find out everyday to make myself more confident and competent, I find it fulfilling. As a physiotherapist, I see how I can play a role in people's lives especially for the sick ones in the high-dependecy wards. Not only do they need prescription of medications from the doctors, physiotherapists play a big role there too. It makes me feel important because chest (i.e lungs) is an important component of every patient there. EVen if they do not have impaired mucociliary clearance, they do have decreased ventilation and musculoskeletal complications. This is the part where doctors will not fulfill for the patient. Though I haven't talked much to the doctors because they are either busy arguing about the cases, discussing the cases, hogging the case notes or just basically busy, I must pick some courage up and talk to them if I need to. Communication with patients are good so far, I dealt with a difficult patient who is hypersensitive to pain and grouchy. But I feel very good when she listened and comply to whatever I told her. She made me feel important because she didn't like my supervisor (she is traditional and dislike people with other skin colours). So I was kinda in charge of the whole case, with some supervision in the background. Feels quite good. I am taking control of something.
I know you always feel that I do not take charge of my life fully, especially after the schoalrship incident.. where I did not know what I exactly want. Well, I think I just got to learn, it's not as if I don't want to take control, it is just that I have to learn. Whenever I wanna take control, something goes wrong and it really discourages me a lot when people around me are telling me how I should be focused and taking control of my life, guiding myself to the route I want to take. It stresses me a lot, beacuase all these years, I know what I want, but they are not specific. Now, when I have to start thinking about specificity of my goals, I get stucked. Your pressures and stress are weighing down on me, and I feel it. Wonder if it's a good or a bad thing. I feel motivated, yet discouraged. I feel useless on some days becuase really, i feel like I am not up to anything. How come other people are able to do it but I can't? Ahh I don't know. Seems like it's not enough to be contented, sometimes.
From, J.
Wow it has been a long time since I came here. And unsurprisingly, it's not updated. Well oh well, nothing is more important than clinicals and your sleep now. This, I must agree. Everything else can wait.
Clinicals have been quite alright, although there are a zillion and one things I have to find out everyday to make myself more confident and competent, I find it fulfilling. As a physiotherapist, I see how I can play a role in people's lives especially for the sick ones in the high-dependecy wards. Not only do they need prescription of medications from the doctors, physiotherapists play a big role there too. It makes me feel important because chest (i.e lungs) is an important component of every patient there. EVen if they do not have impaired mucociliary clearance, they do have decreased ventilation and musculoskeletal complications. This is the part where doctors will not fulfill for the patient. Though I haven't talked much to the doctors because they are either busy arguing about the cases, discussing the cases, hogging the case notes or just basically busy, I must pick some courage up and talk to them if I need to. Communication with patients are good so far, I dealt with a difficult patient who is hypersensitive to pain and grouchy. But I feel very good when she listened and comply to whatever I told her. She made me feel important because she didn't like my supervisor (she is traditional and dislike people with other skin colours). So I was kinda in charge of the whole case, with some supervision in the background. Feels quite good. I am taking control of something.
I know you always feel that I do not take charge of my life fully, especially after the schoalrship incident.. where I did not know what I exactly want. Well, I think I just got to learn, it's not as if I don't want to take control, it is just that I have to learn. Whenever I wanna take control, something goes wrong and it really discourages me a lot when people around me are telling me how I should be focused and taking control of my life, guiding myself to the route I want to take. It stresses me a lot, beacuase all these years, I know what I want, but they are not specific. Now, when I have to start thinking about specificity of my goals, I get stucked. Your pressures and stress are weighing down on me, and I feel it. Wonder if it's a good or a bad thing. I feel motivated, yet discouraged. I feel useless on some days becuase really, i feel like I am not up to anything. How come other people are able to do it but I can't? Ahh I don't know. Seems like it's not enough to be contented, sometimes.
From, J.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Trust!
Doubt you'll even look at this space, it is your space eh! Now, I have taken over and I am going to take up this virtual space of yours.
So stress, so many things to do, you're stressed, I'm stressed.
Trust. Respect. Trust that we will not keep things from each other, trust that we both know what we want in life, as well as for each other. Trust.
So stress, so many things to do, you're stressed, I'm stressed.
Trust. Respect. Trust that we will not keep things from each other, trust that we both know what we want in life, as well as for each other. Trust.
Friday, June 17, 2011
Stupidity
Stupidity has a name. It's stupid. hahahaha
my first entry to prove that you're not stupid.
Stay tune for more.
Goodnight ladies and gentlemen
my first entry to prove that you're not stupid.
Stay tune for more.
Goodnight ladies and gentlemen
so. you. are. not. gonna. continue. blogging
hey you.
i feel so stupid spending so much time revamping your blog. at the end of the day, you are still not going to blog. i feel so stupid.
and I feel even more stupid because I just revamped your tumblr. and you are still not going to blog. i feel so stupid.
i feel so stupid spending so much time revamping your blog. at the end of the day, you are still not going to blog. i feel so stupid.
and I feel even more stupid because I just revamped your tumblr. and you are still not going to blog. i feel so stupid.
Thursday, June 16, 2011
A revamp
Hello barron.
Are you happy with your newly customised blog? It has been abandoned for 1+ years, it is time to give it a new life- a different person that you have become since 2006. Please, at least update it occasionally. I took 2h to revamp this whole blog. Time check: 1.34am. Goodness, give me some credit, do update your blog.
I have added a part on the left side of your blog: "Labels". I think it is quite apparent you do not know what that column is for because for the past 188 entries of yours, you just typed your 'title' into that box. Let me tell you how you can use it. It is used as a 'folder' for your entries. Everytime you write an entry, you can put them into these little 'folders'. I will first start by adding a few folders for you, you can do add any folders you want, at anytime. See, the internet is so convenient (Omg, this is coming from me, I am praising technology!)
Just wanna tell you that you have been a nice man, and I love you very much.
xoxo,
Joanna.
Are you happy with your newly customised blog? It has been abandoned for 1+ years, it is time to give it a new life- a different person that you have become since 2006. Please, at least update it occasionally. I took 2h to revamp this whole blog. Time check: 1.34am. Goodness, give me some credit, do update your blog.
I have added a part on the left side of your blog: "Labels". I think it is quite apparent you do not know what that column is for because for the past 188 entries of yours, you just typed your 'title' into that box. Let me tell you how you can use it. It is used as a 'folder' for your entries. Everytime you write an entry, you can put them into these little 'folders'. I will first start by adding a few folders for you, you can do add any folders you want, at anytime. See, the internet is so convenient (Omg, this is coming from me, I am praising technology!)
Just wanna tell you that you have been a nice man, and I love you very much.
xoxo,
Joanna.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Saturday, May 2, 2009
It's completely crazy. Thursday was class outing. We cycled from east coast to changi beach and back. It's a good 27km. omg.
Friday was labour day. It's another day when i feel like its saturday. Felt so bad to have watch Wolverine with my classmates leaving wjh alone. Because of that, i'll watch terminator and transformer with him. hahah
Yet another Saturday.
Friday was labour day. It's another day when i feel like its saturday. Felt so bad to have watch Wolverine with my classmates leaving wjh alone. Because of that, i'll watch terminator and transformer with him. hahah
Yet another Saturday.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
There will be many occasions when you feel that you are not able to pull yourself together. Always remember that you live your life only once and there are no second chances. Get it right the first time and walk home head high. Remember what you always want and you will never go wrong.
On the days when i feel within me, i've lost faith in any forms of emotional attachmetns. I am scare.
On the days when i feel within me, i've lost faith in any forms of emotional attachmetns. I am scare.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Today has been a bad bad day. I was feeling damn upset after school. It makes me angry not being to able to understand the concept between concentric movement and eccentric movement. The rest of the class are able to grasps it.
Eccentric movement. Assisted by gravity. Lengthening of muscles.
Concentric movement. Against gravity. Shortening of muscle.
Sitting down, contract of hams extent of quads
Standing up, contract of quads extent of ham.
Eccentric movement. Assisted by gravity. Lengthening of muscles.
Concentric movement. Against gravity. Shortening of muscle.
Sitting down, contract of hams extent of quads
Standing up, contract of quads extent of ham.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
20/04/09. I'm going back to school. Got a good set of timetable.
I've a good feeling i'll sleep well. The weather is very cooling. It is either going to rain tonight, later or tomorrow morning.
Had a conversation with my parents and through the course of the conversation, i can see how we are alike in a way or another. Not physical appearance but character and all that comes with it.
I'm getting better and better.
I've a good feeling i'll sleep well. The weather is very cooling. It is either going to rain tonight, later or tomorrow morning.
Had a conversation with my parents and through the course of the conversation, i can see how we are alike in a way or another. Not physical appearance but character and all that comes with it.
I'm getting better and better.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Thursday, April 16, 2009
My stomach's feeling queazy, my heart's racing mad. At this rate, i wont survive school tomorrow. Seriously, i dont think i will be getting any sleep tonight. The excitement is killing.
yesterday's dinner was great. Crystal jade la mian xiao long bao with amos , ek mickey, gerard and jonathan. Amos and i whacked all the xiao long bao and beefs. haha. seriously.
I have to remember what i want. =D
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing?
yesterday's dinner was great. Crystal jade la mian xiao long bao with amos , ek mickey, gerard and jonathan. Amos and i whacked all the xiao long bao and beefs. haha. seriously.
I have to remember what i want. =D
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing?
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